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unhappy at attachment

2008-09-24T20:54:00.003+08:00

24 sep 2008

is is already the third week of my attachment but, i do not seem very happie.. haix.. wonder how am i supposed to say it.. i had to do daily routine like readin of newspapers and magazines to keep myself updated of what the competitors are doing or are promoting currently which i feel is alright. it helps me to know what is going on instead of juz the company that i am in.i m oso given the opportunity to see how a roadshow is set-up and gain more knowledge on what is expected of a roadshow, the procedures and what are certain restrictions.. also, these few days n few days last week, i am jus simply focusing on doin the translation apart from looking thro the newspapaers and magazines except the roadshow which i went to and also given the opportunity to be in a so-called meeting where 2 pple promote a new mechanism to do with advertising. haha.. it indeed keep me updated about the what the market are doing.
however, i do not feel reali happie dere thou the staffs are not bad.. i wish that i can be given an opportunity to assist in doin up the advertisement and/or think of the words to be inserted. haix, but, the person in-charge oli ask the same person 2 assist him.. i do wish i can help too to gain knowledge.. in order to make myself feel beta, i think of various excuses like maybe he wants the same person to assit so that it will be consistent and all.. haix.. hope it will be beta as the days passed, and tt, i can realii be given the opportunity.. oh well, what can i say??? is it fated??

dear in ns le.. attachement

2008-09-20T20:11:00.002+08:00

its has been more than a week since the start of attachment.. had been doing things similar things everyday in order to better understand the competitors.. like wat dey are doing or promoting concurrently.. and also the kind of promotions that are newly launched.. also, do calls, cut and file articles.. thou it seems madane, but, it is able to provide miie knowledge wif what the competitors have.. n,can understand roughly how often an ad by a particular competitor will publicised in a week n usuali in what kind of channel.. however, i hope that i will be given a chance to assist with the editing of the advertisement that is to be published..as i feel this will b a learning journey for miie n oso understand how is the process like in doing up an advertisement...

despite this, i am feeling sad n a little moodless as he has enlist for ns on tues.. a pity i couldnt sent him dere as i had to work.. nevertheless, i felt glad n happie tt at least i made n effort to meet him on mon evenin.. we spent some time tgt till night as i had to go work the next day n he had to wake up reali earli to report earli the next morning... felt sad as about 2 weeks cant see him n will not know when he will be free... thus, can oli wait for him 2 contact miie.. but, i will still drop him msg 2 allow him 2 know what i had been doin or where i had gone to during the day so tt he will not worry 4 miie.. do not want to add on to his stress level as he will be tiring n also needs time to adapt to it.. mux take care n drink lotsa water, with ample rest if u can..i miss u..

better now!

2008-09-08T15:17:00.002+08:00

sep 8, 2008, Monday

it s been an earli rise n shine as i had to head back to sch for the SIP launch.. we had a briefing by director, new course manager, on sip reuirement by a lecturer and oso know our compnay as well as our liaison officer(LO).. we are oso able to ask questions which we r unsure of.. my friends and i are all posted to different company in various locations.. however, i felt reali lucky tt i was posted to a company with one of my friend. i should be hapi as i nid not travel veri far thou its in the east are.. and,its still within the travelling distance(bus) like perhaps 30-40 mins? but, i will nid to change bus.. nevertheless, i should be gladful tt its a well-known company.. hope tt i will be expose to meaningful life-skills from the real-working world..

after the briefing all ended, my frenz, pearl, cait, char, becky n mk went for lunch at cafe cartel at TM.. cait n miie ordered a main course plus a salad and share.. heheh... we oso chat n had laughter.. we oso did a little shopping n after tt, we head home as all of us are tired...

things had been better between us as we talked things out and i learn to be more patient.. also, i learnt to understand things, perhaps from a different angle and will try to accommodate and compromise in different kind of situations.. felt better now, as i'm not soooo at a loss.. hope things can be even better, perhaps be like the past before such matter cropped up tt lead to miie feeling veri miserable nor xing ku in the past one week like tt... will appreciate n treasure what i had and try to look further into the further than cling on to the past...

things have changed

2008-09-06T17:22:00.003+08:00

6 September 2008, Sat

it been the same.. weekends are simply just bored and all.. for few weekends especialli sat, i have been staying at home.. its either work den come home or merely at home the entire day.. is feeling bored.. this week is especialli bad.. been feeling moodless almost everyday tt on certain days including today, simply had no mood to go work nor do anithing.. things seems to be driftin n meaningless to miie.. the relationship between us oso seems different.dunno how to explain but it just doesnt seem to be like b4.had been having quarrels almost everyday or perhaps should term it as talk?? because of an external matter, which is not internal(exactly between us), that made miie feel miserable, sad, moodless and even feeling very difficult.there seems to b a barrier between us, and i doubt it can be solved.. also, when he meet his friends to go out, he will meet them earli and spent the whole entire day with them.. and, its realli entire day from earli afternoon lik 1plus to middle of the night, like 1plus-2am.. its when, he meet miie, will be lik late afternoon or evenin and 4 jus a mere few hrs oli, with phone calls interrupting.. and, when his fren had last min changes, he can oso make it on time without being late.but when he goes out with miie, he is always late.. n the time is not pust earlier but later and later.. i jus feel very unfair in a way.. haix. perhaps its juz my fate?? i dunno.. reallie exhausted at times n feel like takign a long, long break or hurt myself further.. worst, i think i had develop phobia 4 something bcux of this.. i reali duno how m i suppose to tak it.. it juz seems 2 much to bear nor take it!!at certain times, i will jus hurt myself.. i reali dunno wat 2 do.. lost n unsure of the road ahead..

dinner which i cooked for dear n sis

2008-09-02T21:01:00.005+08:00

2 September 2008, Tuesday

sambal chili pork

cabbage with tan hoon n dried prawns

bean curd n egg with black pepper

it is a rainy day for miie.. been to work, and after work, head to my home nearby supermarket(ntuc) to pirchase some food grocery as i will be preparing dinner for miie, him and my sis.. bought a number of items like pork, cabbage, tan hoon and dried prawns.. haha.. gt home at 5plus n started preparing the food in order to cook it.. sis got home at 5plus to 6pm, but i'm still preparing so she cant eat.. n hav to munch on snacks 1st as she oli ate breakfast. i started cooking the food at 6plus n all 4 dishes was done in about an hour?hahah.. i whip up dishes like cabbage with dried prawns n tan hoon; sambal chili pork and black pepper bean curd with egg and, normal hotdogs with cheese hotdogs.. hmmmmmm...... it was reali delicious.. he said he will reach at 7pluw, however, 5plus called to say 8 plus,as he need to run an arrand, n said will try to reach asap.. despite tt, 9plus, he is still not here...did not even contact to say what time he will be here... after tt, he den called and say he is on his way.. was so angry that i told him he dun hab to come le.. come for what.. said 7plus, den 8plus, 8plus, 9plus not here.. about 9.20 lik tt call to say this.. in the end, reached arnd 10pm.. did not even explain.. its like wth... i cooked dinner for him, this is what i get in return?? i realli cant accept.. the time n effort which i've put in ended with hunger and hurt.. but, arnd 12, his phone ring and its like, i heard the things he said n its reali unbearable for miie to take it... since mon, or perhaps late last wk, it had been lik tt... i reali cant take it..i then told him, u jux go home lah.. if not, i m lik getting blame for nth.. its reali unfair to miie.. we chat, sort of raise my voice and even cried badly..almost broke up bcux emotions are taking over our rational... after talkin n all, i told him to go back.. cant seem to understand why all these had to happen n miie, had to go thru all these, getting blamed n all... realli miserable n hard to absord... feeling very xin ku...

bored weekends

2008-08-31T17:08:00.004+08:00

what is weekends like??

to mani, weekends are filled with wonderful activities and events, happiness and fun. it is usualli with family members or time spent for couples..

hmm.. for miie, i do not mind gg out on weekends, but sometimes prefer to stay home do personal stuffs n clearing... however, ytd, was reali moodless and unsure of what to do due to certain things that had taken place... things had been arranged n when i ended work, made the call, there is already changes but she din inform miie.. i'm like, u called mi to make the arrangement, had the venue n time stated, but, when changes had been made n cant be dere at the stated time, i wasnt informed of it.. i was reali disappointed n felt tt, i m like the "dai ti ping" when my sis couldnt make it, u find mii, n when she called u to said she gg to ur destinated location, u agree, n nv even thot of how i will feel.. nor kip mi informed.. thus, in the end, i went to get some stuffs from grandma house n head home.. oso walk under the fallen rain which started when i was walking in towards my grandma blk.. \

today, was a rainy day.. it rain for quite a while, after it stoped, a while ltr, it rained again.. stayed at home again.. was supposed to go out, but when he told miie, dere r additional pple (dun wish to state) oso wan go to the venue tt we said we wan go ytd, i simply had no mood.. haix.. perhaps he jus doesnt know what i feel nor tt i do not like it as it was supposed 2 b 2 of us gg out n all.. but, haix.. nvm.. stay home do some clearin n watchin tv.. cant be angry as i oso asked him to go with them, nid not rush or he'll get scolded again.. guess, its something i jx hab 2 endure n accept?? its part n parcel of life?? perhaps not others, but mine??? nevertheless, the day was not very bad.. he decide to make up n told them not to go so far as he meeting miie.. gues, it jus give n take?? but, today is beta than ytd n also din some stuffs of my own... tt saved the day... :-)

brother bdae celebrations

2008-08-30T17:40:00.002+08:00

29 AUgust 2008
it was a special day today as it was my brother birthday. apart from tt, it was also teacher's day celebration at secondary, jc n primary schools..went back to my secondary school wif friends - julia; jieying; felicia; guangliang; yonglong; alvin; ben huang.. few of us had problem gg into the school due to hair; dressing or either footwear.. but, in the end, we managed to get into the school but had to wait in the canteen.. nevertheless, we waited for some time, n use another way to get up to the hall to watch the ending of the performance for the teacher's.. dere was one whereby a total of 8 teachers - male n female performed.. it was reali fabulous.. after tt, we proceed to the staff room outside to look for the teachers whom we want to talk to.. even took picture with one of our favourite teacher...
after tt, we head to the coffeeshop outside school to had lunch.. we parted after tt as few had to head back to sch for their FYP, few go out n some had other things.. i head home for a while b4 heading to pasir ris to meet my fren to help mi wif hte chalet check-in.. i den run here n dere to get the stuffs and purchase some stuffs plus collect the bdae cake.. by the time, i reached back the chalet was like about 7.. oh my god, time reali passed.. even had to trouble my fren to collect the BBQ stuffs 4 mi 1st as the person had arrived n i cpuldnt make it back in time.. they also helped mi to get hte fire started... reali trouble them but we had fun too.. haha... nmy brother reached around 8 - 8plus with few frenz.. we barbecue n ate... had to leave at 10 bcux he need meet his frenz n i need to work, thus i cant c my brother cut cake.. but, glad tt he had fun n all.. all in all, it was a fun-filled day despite the tiredness...

meet up with ee shuen n shawn

2008-08-14T23:44:00.003+08:00

the da y for miie started out fine as events have been plan.. hahah.. went back to school 4 a last sales tutorial where we will get feedback on our project n presentation.. den char,miie,cait n pearl went to sugarloaf for appetizer as the hot products are sold out shortly... thus, we oli had desserts... we den head back to biz park...hahahah... for lunch.... but, char went to find mz.. after which, i head off for work, cait n pearl went to lib to wait for their cds...
nevertheless, i am looking forward to the dinner with ee shuen n shawn.. we had not meet for a realli long time, say, more than a yr?? its finali here tt we will be meeting.. hehehe... we arrange to meet at orchard mrt station, den walk to paragon,.. guess what?? we went to ding tai feng for dinner.. and, its my first time dere if i m not wrong.. it serves hong kong delicacies.. heheh.. yum yum!!! the food is simply delicious n mouth salivating... throughout hte dinner, we oso chat a lot as its been realli long since we met n chat.. we catch up on one another;'s life too... laugh alot tooo.. time reali past within a blink.. soon, it was alrdy 9plus, so we made our way to the counter for payment... as we made our way down to dhoby ghaut, we continued our chat n laughter... it was realli a night of laughter, chat n enjoyment... thanks for the sumptuous dinner and the enjoyment night, ee shuen n shawn.. may many more meetings come along after 2nite.. heheh..

hate u.. u're a liar??!!! arghhh!!!!

2008-06-17T20:06:00.001+08:00

it was a sunny n fine day... went to work.. but, was tired n all.. perhaps too mani things happenin n oso numerous stuffs 2 handle within 2 short weeks of vacation.. work was fine.. .

b4 work, mood was okie too.. during work, my mood start to change due to the messages i received from similar person.. its lik.... wth... are words meant to played about?? its like what he say n do is totalli 2 diff things... i cant believed it.. is it true that words are reali not meant to be trusted?? as action owis have a greater impact than words..??? n still can gave me tt kind of answers... haix... what m i supposed to do.. think u've changed.. n 4 miie, its time 4 miie to change tooo....

simply jux miie, myself n ii.. its bez 2 believe, trust n rely on myself...

is it reali not worth to hav trust n belief in others 4 certain things or maority of things?? who can advice miie??

jieying bdae dinner n something unpredictable happen

2008-06-12T23:41:00.004+08:00

its a happie n sad day 4 miie.. had work till about 7pm.. head down to cineleisure to mit catherine, alvin,wei min, guang liang, yong long, julia, jieying n sis 4 dinner.. it is to help jieying celebrate her bdae one day in advance as her family will be celebrating with her tmr.. we waited 4 another to arrive but was alright.. we chat as some of us had not met up for some time.. i shopped around cine while awaitin their arrival.. we den went to hongkong cafe 4 dinner.. i had the black pepper spaghetti.. it was not too bad especialli the black pepper pork chop n the sauce.. haha... we tried one another fd especialli miie..heheh.. like beri greedy hor?? in fact, its jus a taste of the diff dishes.. hahahah... we chat, laugh n even bought a slice of cake 4 jieying.. she felt a little embarrassed ... so oli yong long sang the bdae song softly as there were mani diners dining dere...

we left at 9plus n head home as some of us are either working tmr or havin attachment.. we all walked down to dhoby ghaut to take the train home.. jieying n julia take the nsl while the rest of us take nel... we chat while inside... we all gt home arnd 11plus... had a fun day but oso had a bad news received from a fren..

backtrack a little, while still chatting in hongkong cafe, one of my fren called miie n inform miie a bad news... a fellow fren of ours whom we knew from school camp had past away. i was shocked as i heard this.. i was like asking when,why n how cum??? its like mani qns startin arising as he was serving his ns.. n my fren told mi he left us while in dere due to heat stroke.. it was reali a sad news for all of us.. he was a fun n joyous person n was known to us as da tou... he was friendly n cheerful as well... you'll ne missed, my dear friend..

i will not forget the encouragements which he had given miie in the mist of the freshmen oreintation camp/workshop as i am having an exam for my private course. n after the paper, i report in late for the 1st day of foc n he asked miie how was the paper n all.. he told miie to let him know my result when it was released. n indeed, i told him the result n he congrats miie as i passed.. it is indeed a loss 4 miie to lose such an encouragin, friendly n joyous.. dere r oso memories from the camp tt i'll rmb thou we oli get to know each other at the end of 2006 during otc... u r simply a great person to know..

we had to reali treasure all our loved ones as well as our lives... do not have ani regrets in life... we'll all remember u 4eva, my dear fren..

project meetin on vesak day

2008-05-19T19:33:00.004+08:00

it was Vesak day today.. everyone was out havin fun... couples will be spending their time tgt.. but, for my n some of my frenz, we decide to hab our project meeting today... at starbucks.. hahah... as we all are busi wif our own stuffs, we all agree to meet today since it was a public holi.. it was alright in the morning till when i left my house.. msg him n instead of replying back, he called mi.... we had a little quarrel over something.. its lik,my day was ruined like tt... but. luckily, the project meetin and discussion wif my groupmates help to salvage my day... we had fun and our discussion lasted 4hours plus.. we discuss on two diff projects... he did msg miie...

we were supposed to meet today as he was not workin n all.. however, he said he was gg out wif his mum.. upon seein this, i gt a bit pissed (perhaps i realli dread last min changes n petty???) but jux ignore since i m habin my project so i am not so bothered by it...

at 3plus, we ended our project.. and, we girls went shopping.. haha... mi n cait bought 2 pairs of shoes each.. mi bought 2 black pairs n was reali elated..

we den head to cafe cartel to have our late lunch or shld it be call dinner since its arnd 4pm.. ahaha... cait,mi n pearl share two dishes : chicken and mushroom marcaroni, shirlin had crispy pork chop while char n meizhu oso had the chicken n mushroom marcaroni... while waitin for our food, jackson, my fren came over to say hi to mi n cait cux he knew cait too.. he was wif his gf.. we were damn funni.. we told him to bring his gf over to say hi.. he reali bring her over and we exchange greetings and he intro us.. hahah.. reali lucki to see him..

our food arrives.. we were diggin into our food.. it was reali delicious... hahah... by about 5pm, we were done nad so we split ways.. char,mz, shir n pearl went shoppin while cait n mi went home.. chris came n he dropped mi off at pasir ris. thanks chris.. haha.. i then took bus home.. hehehe...

in the bus, he call mi again,n i dunno y, we quarrel again n my mood was ruined again.. it was lik, b4 my proj,mood was ruined.. after my day was salvaged, it was ruined again.. thus, here i am, talkin bout diff stuffs... haix... gona do stuffs to make myself forget bout the unhappiness... tmr will be a beta day i belief... by night, my mood was beta as i focus on some other things...

sunday is mostly like tt... hate it..

2008-05-18T20:35:00.002+08:00

what is sunday meant to be or for?
in my perception, sunday should be a day of relaxation, spent time wif family or even with ur partner if one is in a relationship.. it should be a day filled with happiness or meaningful things.. but how cum majority of my sunday owis ends up the same? its always filled with reali, reali last min changes.. its not the first time from him.. n everytime there are changes on his side, i will be the one having to bear it or accept the last min change... is it being fair to mi??? its reali unfair for mi i feel... its not tt its not meaningful, cux i did some of my own stuffs..
its like everything is decide n said by him... changes oso by him..den in the end, its lik i gt the blame n is my fault... its reali hard to swollen this situation.... can ani1 out thewre understand how i m feeling....??? any1 to giv mi piece of advice?? haix... i reali dunno what i shld do... i m tired... n have to cope wif numerous things.... y??? y?? y??? perhaps i should just focus on doing my stuffs on sunday... so tt i will not be pissed nor had my mood runi for such reason when its not even my fault n i gt the blame from him.. sayin mi being not understanding and all... but... my mood now is beta after i spoke to my friend who gav mi some advice and after some cooling down myself... however, i do not reali wish sunday to always end up like tt... haix.. not my ideal sunday... hopefuli can improve........................................ tired......

dread last min changes

2008-04-20T00:01:00.000+08:00

latest update bout mi.. hahahah... i finali went to cut my hair on thurs.. was at there for 4loong hours.. haha.. not oli did i cut, i dye my hair hazelnut brown as well as rebond..ahhaha... even asked my hairstylist to cut it as layied as possible so tt it will not looked so flat after rebonding..ahahha.. m i weird??heheh.. maybe??

aniwae.. let's talk about tdy.. haha.. i m lik traveling in diff parts of singapore..had my driving lesson at ubi.. after tt, head to raffles place to mit my fren to go to a place.. suppose to go to c.c. for volunteering work, however, for a certain reason, i gt held up at raffles for few hours n had to giv the volunteering work a missed this week again as the past two wks i could not make it due to certain reasons too... once done, left raffles.. head towards dhoby ghaut, at there for a reali reali short while.. den took a bus to parkway to look for him.. not long ltr,2 other frenz came.. we chat,eat n had a drink.. den went back parkway cux he nida work..mi n the 2 other frenz chat.. after bout half n hr, i make a move first as i m meetin my sis n another fren at bugis.. hahah.. first time take 197 to bugis.. hahahah... at bugis shop.. i bought a green top... its not bad, with strips.. heheh.. den took bus home.. was a long ride.. he n mi agreed 2 mit after he end work.. thou i said dun mit le cux late alrdy,after he dint reply mi after some time,called him,din ans too,, sent another 2 more, nv reply..it was like more than 45 mins. den received a phone call, said gg mit frenz.. dey gg ecp.. den said "if u go,i'll still nid 2 send u home 1st." imagine how hurtful this sentence was.. it was not a sentence tt will caused a person angry but instead"disappointment" and "sadness". don wanna tok bout this le...

when at interchange after alighting from the bus which i board from bugis with my sis and fren, we wait for the bus that we nid to change.. while waiting, we saw another of our fren with his frenz... we chat till his bus come.. den we bid farewell.. a while ltr,our bus came.. my fren sent my sis n mi home first.. its reali thoughtful n kind.. thanl alot,vin... reali reali fortunate top habe such kind n good-hearted fren.. do rest earli,my dear fren... rest well... cheers.. till here i pen....

job experience at OLAM..

2008-04-03T22:52:00.003+08:00

time flies.. it has reached the last day for my job as an admin cum receptionist job at suntec. as i mesmerised the first day i stepped into the company, i feared the job environment & what kind of duties will i be handling. i was nervious and anxious at the same time. but,i was lucky to hab a patience and detailed supervisor.. she taught mi the things slowly n ensure tt i understand it. as the days goes by, i have a better view of how things aredone and are also more certain about my roles, duties and responsibilities. i did various scope like filing,sorting documents, keying in data and invoices, sending mail,making phone calls for reservation, cancellation and enquiries.. it was reali a job with good experience for mi.. i also have close relationship with few people there and became close frenz with a few.will missed them and we will keep in touch.. am i right?? i will miss the time i spent there... the memories and experience gained will stay with mi.. reali appreciate the chance given to mi.. thanks a lot n will missed all of you..

a simple dinner prepared by me 4 us(him&mi)

2008-03-23T19:57:00.005+08:00

its easter day 2dae... mi stayed at home the whole day except went out to get some stuffs from ntuc.. at dere, i met one of my primary school fren.. we chat 4 a while n exchange contact number... its been a long time since we met.. reali glad to see her there..

arnd evenin, i start preparing the dishes to be cooked.. i prepare potato,carrots, chicken breasts, cabbage and cook rice.haha.. its a sinple meal which i prepare for him n miie.. i cooked the potato n carrots tgt, the chicken was cooked with chili and cabbage and egg soup.. hahha...

fantastic night....

2008-02-20T18:17:00.002+08:00

19 feb 2008

my day was fantastice todae.. it was fully utilised.. hahahah.... went for a job interview in the ,mornin wif pearl, 1 of her fren alvin n 1 of my fren terence... hahah.. the interview was ok but, the person will call us if we r short-listed. so i m not sure if i will be shortlisted.. we den walk from chinatown to central and went to subway for lunch... i had my usual, BMT salad.. haha.. after which, at 12plus, we left.. pearl went for work, alvin head down to ubi as he hab his TP- drivin test while mi n terence went to parkway to ask sumthing... not long after, arnd 2pm, we left.. haha.. he went home, while mi, head down to suntec to mit my bf..
haix.. as expected, he is late.. hahah.. so........... its a girl's nature, shopping... heheh.. i bought nail polish, top coat as well as nail polish remover... heheh... its also quite an enjoyable to shop alone... about 3.30pm, my bf arrived.. we head over to marina square.. .shop for a while and catch the movie "Ah Long".. it was ok but, rather funny at certain parts... haha.. rather enjoyable.. the show lasted for nearle 2hrs..?? once ended, we left.. he pei me take bus to bedok north blk 85 the food centre...
i reached there at 7plus.. supposedly is mit my frenz all at 7pm.. i m quite happi that the dinner gathering was successful and enjoyable..mi, rachel,jennifer n her bf,yvonne,creston n shawn had dinner at 85 first.. after which we called jamin to ask him bout hte cafe where we can relax n play games... we played the games taboo, uno, the one where its played by jackie wu, whereby each person head have a card with the pic either food, pple or item etc... and the person have to ask qns den guess what is it.. we oso played the animal game.. each one of us hav to cum out with n animal sound den when two person card is the same, c who make the sound first den tak the other party card(s).. it was realli fun n fascinating.. we all had a realli fun-filled night... all of us left at 11plus.... will look forwar to the next outing... hehhe... cheers people.. :)

a joyful n fun-filled day..

2008-02-15T23:42:00.004+08:00

i was happy today... my mood have been reform... hahhah... was no longer unhappie bout ytd.. went out to watch movie, shop n eat.. the movie watched was P.S. I love u.. hahaha.. read from the summary that the movie was nice, furthermore, it was out on valentine's day... however, i watched it on 15 feb instead o f 14 feb which i had booked the tix.. but, something happen last min n mood was ruined, thus, the tix gone to waste..ahahhaahh.. but.... its not a matter now as i oso watched it in the end.. some part was funni n rather nice... hahaha... but... a sad thing is tt, i dun quite get the story... heeheh...

NZ Prime Sirloin Steak

fish & chip

we had Hans for our meal... i ate sirloin steak... and he ate fish&chips. .its reali delicious... was a reali fun day... enjoi..

last presentation for semester 2.2

2008-01-30T22:41:00.001+08:00

formal pic of our group

white - Char, Cait, Pearl

Black - Miie, Gab, Ben

informal pic of our group..

look at mi.. haha... gt bullied.. wahaha!!

kidding.. its was for the excitement.. hehe:)

Gab n miie
"mummy" playin my hair..
"daddy" helpin "daughter" fold sleeve..
hahaha... funni nei.. this term is given cux these r the roles we played 4 the proj video..
look at "daddy" attentiveness in helpin his "daughter" fold the sleeve..
wahaha.. so neatly fold as can be seen in pic 1 n 2.. haha..

mii actin dao pic 1.. but dun look dao hor.. .??with a little smile:)

mii dao pic 1 taken from a bird eye view.. ahahha..

finali.. we had ended our last presentation as a group for semester 2.2.. i'm glad all our presentations went smoothly despite the little unhappiness or disagreements that we had.. it was all clear n our friendship was not affected.. i believed we r all understandin people. moreover, it had been a reali fun n joyous experience working with u dudes n babes.. a pity, few of us may be going into diff class in yr 3 due to the elective that we had chosen - service marketing or business calculus.. nevertheless, the memories will stay and we will keep in touch.. hahah.. am i right??

after this whole yr, we had bond closer especialli gab n char where we had been in same proj grp the entire year.. it was indeed a good experience workin with both of u.. as for cait,pearl n ben, it was also a gd chance workin with all 3 of u.. ben, is lik a big bro to us.. takin care of us.. haha.. thanks a lot for the care u had given us.. we reali appreciate it.. hahaha..

now, we r oli left with 3 more end-sem tests plus a meetin roleplay n the long awaited holidays will be here.. we shall den relax... hha.. work hard for the remainin 2 wks, or i shld say, jus the 3 tests n the roleplay.. jiayou to all of u, includin my beloved class - 2mo5.. u guys rox.. CheErs :)

do ProJ at Ben&Jerry

2008-01-24T23:50:00.000+08:00

pic 1: char,cait,miie, pearl, gab

pic 2 and 3: gab n miie

it is our 2nd last presentation for tdy, which is A&P (advertising & promotion). i was glad it all went smoothly as we were still editin the slides 45 mins b4 our presentation to ensure that we can kip it within the time limit of 15mins. reali glad tt we finished it on time, in 14mins.. haha.. the Q&A was alright as all of us are able to ans each wns that was ask with relation to the parts that we presented on. after tt, we took numerous piicss of our group. haha.. real fun n we r left w 1 presentation n gotta complete our last report tt is due tmr.

after tt, my group girls - pearl,char,cait n mii, went down to plaza singapura. .we had lunch at pizza hut.. do u know what we ordered??? hahaha.. no...we din order much.. we ordered the set tt cater for 4 persons.. ahahah.. .n guex what we did 2 pearl slides of pizza??? do look at the piicc... we add alot of cheese to it.. and chili. .but, the cheese is super duper a lot.. .we used almost half bottle of the cheese (when we were seated,it was full)hahaah.. n,,,,,,,,, pearl finished it due to her love for cheese.. gambatei!! we also did a liile shoppin.. then head off to the cathay...

we purchased ice-cream from Ben&Jerry for 4 person also. it had 5 flavours n we chose choco mint chip,raspberry, mango sorbet, cookies and cream, and choco chip... hahah... we share n eat, n at the same time, we discuss our proj.. or shld i say grp assignment - agenda which is also due tmr.. ahhaha,... by half past 6pm, we r done.. hahaha... n,,, its time to part... ahha.. cait went off with her bro to celebrate her bdae n char went 2 meet mz... left mi n pearl.. haha.. so we left tgt.. it was indeed a tiring day or shld i say the past weeks.. .but,i'm seein lights for the holidays......... counting down to the long break..................

at a loss.. almost..............

2008-01-08T01:12:00.001+08:00

its oli the beginnin of 2008, i m feelin stressed n it seems lik a bad start.. i dun understand y things have to tak a turn after i spend a long time adaptin to the changes.. y does it hab 2 happen now... n when i m facin a tremendous amount of stress and pressure from my projects??
is it meant to be an obstacle for mi, or it it to see how much is my determination n persevernce level are?? i m not too sure.. life seems more n more meaningless to mi as each day seems to past jux like tt.. i m feelin very very tired n feelin exhausted after each passin day... things hab becum like tt... n i m not too sure y.. certain times when i could no longer take it nor absord anymore pressure, i will b in a moodless state, thus cant do anithing, or i will force n make myself focus on mani other things to distract my thinkin 4 moment.. but, how often can i do this?? i feel that it is always my friends who understand mi beta as compared to my family members except my uncle... whenever i m feelin down and sad, it is friends who will be there for mi.. to my frenz, i m reali fortunate to hab u all, willin to be my listenin ear, my pillar of support both emotionalli n physicalli... n oso all of the love,care n concern that i received. i will pull thro the tough moments n reali hope tt things turn out the way i wan it 4 i know tt all of u will support mi morally.. am i right?? thnx a million... :)

mini post xmas gathering 4 ben club

2007-12-30T02:23:00.000+08:00

29 dec 2007

went to redhill,the magic box for the Volunteer Retreat, it was from 2pm to 4plus,5pm.. i, arina n wendy left first as we had something on.. i was supposed to go sengkang to do something,but changed of plan,went to grandma house.

after a while, head down to bugis with sis to meet up with the other volunteers - tanchun,lijuan,sarah, jonathan,lincoln and kaijun. we had a small gathering.. dinner at Sketches. we girls ordered pizzas while the guys ordered pasta..

we chit-chat and a bit of shoppings.the guys join us, and they also entertained themselves by callin their frenz.. they are reali funi.. we girls shop n bought things.. haha.. we left at arnd 9plus to ten at night.. it had been a long day.. reali glad to hav fun with u guys and girls. .cheers..

breakin down soon

2007-12-28T16:53:00.000+08:00

i am reali wondering how much longer can i take it.. when is it tt i will break down?? ytd?? i almost cant tak it le, and the pressure n stress is simply to much for mi to bear.. why mux additional stressed and complications of other matters arised at such a point in time?? WHY????? i dun understand. i dun voiced out anithin doesnt mean tt i dun nt hab my own stand or tt i totally agree wif wat had being said in terms of diff pple viewpoints... i dint voiced out anithin as i do nt wan more complications to arise or in other words make the situation worst.. BUT........... shld understand how i m feelin.. its not simply sayin "3 mths is not long" 3 mths is not tt short as how its being emphasize.. diff pple hab diff thinkin n perspectives of whether 3 mths is short or long... so it can be determined neither can it b decided by a person or few to say it n want others to feel the same.. its nv true for most things.. as pple thinks n reacts differently.. haix,.. y mux a decision be made when a decision had alrdy been decided..?? whats the point of havin a discussions when things have alrdy been finalised n cant b changed..?? hav been fied n instructions mux b followed.. shldnt hav said discussed when one's mind hav been fixed to the decision alrdy.. its pointless! pointless! pointless! i hate it when what had been discussed is indeed useless, redundant.. the feelings that i am experiencing is reali hard to bear n guex no one will understand what i going thro.. the pressure level tt i had been gg thro the past few days, castin aside the necessary pressure from projs n IJs.. this matter is addin unnecessary pressure to mi.. is it a need to make things turn out lik tt, makin it seem lik, there's no room fro discussion??? who will spare a thought for mi if i spare a thought for others?? it wun be fair if oli one party is compromising... haix.....i reali dunno.. if i reali can take it no more, i will definitely breakdown.. have sort of breakdown ytd night le.. too mani things had been happening n y of all period, NOW?? its lik i m tryin to focus on sch stuffs yet these falls in, makin mi moodless to do anithin.. hav to worry n think bout this matter... thanks to all my frenz for being there for mi, comforting mi n assuring mi bout things. givin mi the strength n support tt i much needed at this moment.. n there is oso the special u, supportin mi no matter what, as long as my decision is right.. thank alot for frenz who chat with mi, be it msn, phone or msg.. i reali reali appreciate it...

xmas eve....bored...

2007-12-24T23:36:00.000+08:00

today was xmas eve... but.......... where has the atmosphere disappeared to??? how cum i cant feel it?? when has this feeling start to feel lost whenever any special season arrived like now xmas??i do not know.. the day just seem to be another day.. perhaps a busy day?a bored day?another passing day? hmm... this, i m unsure too.. i can tell no longer... has spent my whole afternoon doing my laptop bcux gt virus.. den once done, went to work.. suppose to work from 6 to 10pm, but since the sl asked wanna leave earli a not, so i agree.. as i oso din wan to work.. so left earli.. den suppose to go to my fren house 4 xmas party.. initialli agree to go.. however,in the end decided not to go le bcux i gt no more mood due to certain reason.. my bf den send mi home.. he pick 2 of his other frenx up along the way n they also persuade mi to go n hab fun but, i still decided nt 2 go le.. decided to go home n stay at home... hmm.. since no mood den dun wan go le.. scared dampen pple mood.. haix.. wat a day man... hate such occasions nowadays n i dunno y.. mayb its bcux of changes in my life n the mani things that have been revolving arnd mi this few days, wks... i dont know anymore.. .hopefuli the feelings for special occasions will cum back.. hahaha... till here i end..!!!

Xmas Party at Mount Faber Safra

2007-12-16T03:45:00.001+08:00

today was a fun day.. the ben club children is havin a xmas party at mount faber safra organise by rockwell, the sponsor for bendemeer club. the party was a successed. the kids enjoyed themselves, had fun n most importantly, their xmas wish for 2007 came true in terms of their xmas wish..we arriced at mount faber safra at around 2pm.. settle them down and rockwell sponsors n organisers took over.. den pastor lawrence, li juan, sis n mi went to st.james power station to look at the fash bash there.. the designs are unique n creative. we went back to mount faber at arnd 3plus to 4pm. the games ended n sis,mi n lijuan helped to serve the food to the kids, the sponsors n their families members.. i enjoyed the process n it reminds mi of the time when i was workin in the F&B industry. it was a meaningful n fun thing.. we head back to touch at arnd 5pm. at there, found out that jonathan pang, my sec sch fren god-bro was in quanwei cell group.. its like......... OMG!!!!!!! gt a chance to bump into our sec sch mate even though its not a direct e.. hahhah...gt back to ben club at 5plus n i gt to rush off for work at 7pm.. was tired.. went to work n asked if i could leave earli, cux tired but...haix... cant.. gt to work till 2am.. was tired n i kept yawning.. but...its alright lahx.. gt home at arnd 3am..

test is over.. .

2007-12-13T22:51:00.000+08:00

finali the day tt marks the end of the mid-sem test have arrived,... hurray!!! yeahh... holidays is here again.. can relax but oso hav to mug for projects... hehhe!! have been a taxing n stressed 4 days.. haha.. went to have lunch at subway with my classmates -- gab,shawn,crest,ben,jamin, char,pearl n cait.. hahaha... after tt the guys are healthy.. 4 of them went gym n ben went swimmin.. as for us girls............................... the usual.... hahah... went shoppin.. we head down to bugis n do shoppin.. hahah.. but cait left shortly after we arrived.. so left char, mi n pearl.. we shop at bugis street.. a while ltr, she went to mit her fren n left us two girls.. haha,. i m reali doin shoppin.. OMG!!! hahaha... i bought a top at oli $10 n a skinny jean at $29.. .haaha.. its lik... i nv thot skinny jean suit mi when i tried a few times in the past.. but 2dae, found one tt i lik.. perhaps its the design, cuttin as well as the colour.. hahaha... den pearl n mi went parco- sakae find char.. hahaa... left at 4 plus cux tired n char went vivo.. suppose to mit up with bingshun n leslie but,.... they took lik years to reach bugis,, thus, when they on their way, told them tt we leavin le.. ops... sori.. haha.. had fun n enjoyment despite the tiredness.. hahahaha....

FailEd my Driving Test.. sad:(

2007-12-04T21:37:00.000+08:00

i was unable to go for the A&P revision lec due to my TP.. it was in the mornin.. b4 tt, i had revision with my instructor.. but dunno y, suddenly my control n judgement all wrong.. he den say told mi one thing is tt i'm late for my lesso, thus, leadin to mi being disorietated.. tts y i mixed up everything.. then i'm nervous personaally.. haix.. had about one hr of revision.. den wait for the time to arrived.. my bf was dere wif mi but i'm still nervous.. haix.. butterflies in my stomach as i do nt know which test route i will get n oso whether my tester is gd or bad... and, i do nt hav the least bit of confidence. haix.. soon, the time had arrived n our test route was known n the tester came n call for us.. now, its the time..... oh my god.. i'm like......... shit, nervous nervous... started off wif the circuit.. parallel, directional change, slope, vertical, s-course n cran course.. n oh my.. vertical i made a wrong judgement, stike curb. in my heart, it was lik...... gone gone gone.. .fail alrdy. . den last station, cran course, i turn a liitle late perhaps or speed shld slow down to n even slower slower slower speed.. i dunno.. as i feel tt the speed is alrdy veri slow.. yet, i strike curb while turnin. i reverse, panic n nervous, i 4gt to turn my steering wheel back, move forward, strike again, haix..... till the tester gt to tell mi to turn right. .n i m sure, its a fail.. i even said out,"i know i fail already" however, the tester did not discourage mi, he simply says, " u r doin well". its not a bad thing as he wants mi go on with the test.. mine, was test route 3.. it will turn to a small road, so on n so forth. .it was gd all along except tt at 1 traffic light i delayed in movin off.. n when turnin back into the centre, dere is a manwalkin in.. my speed had slowed down, n i m in lane... however.......................................... (hmm... i shall nt mention le... ) damn sad... i gt a tick for immediate failure... sad sad sad .................. but................ haix......... wat can i do........ i cant do anithin now.. its a reality.. .i merely had to face it n take my TP AGAIN>>>>>> haix................. disappointed but at least i knew n expected it... so........... can oli had myself to blame.....

nervous, sick , dilema

2007-11-30T18:33:00.000+08:00

here to blog again afeter a few weeks.. have been a hectic week for mi as well as my marketing frenz.. we had 2 IJs to submit this week. .apart from tt, we had a comm skill test.. in addition, i gotta do my jap individual assignment.. every thing seem to happen so fast.. or hab i been slcakin?? hmmm....... dun think so?? haha...
this week oso went for 3 drivin lesson so far.. wed-fri(todae).. ytd.. dunno y, i kip strikin curb when turnin or when movin out of hte parkin lot.. i think i m nervous.. cux my instructor say he will kip quiet n i do everythin on my own.. its lik a test to see if i can clear all the 6 stations in the circuit.. perhaps bcux of tt, i experience the nerve-rackin feelings n thus, kip strikin curb.. haha.. den try again, oli enuf time for 4 stations, clear 3, 1 din cux turnin out-curb.. i knew it was gg to hit, but i stil turn.. hhaahah.. m i silly??
todae, had comm skill test.. dunno y when doin the test, i suddenly cough n cough till almost puke.. wanted to fo to the washroom, but so unlucky, the ladies at tt level was cleanin, n i went 1 level down.. luckily i din puke. once i calm myself down, went back to class n continue my test.. had drivin n i dunno y, oso strike once or twice the curb.. hmm.. but overall, its better than ytd.. hahah.. i self-praise.. that's all for now.. feelin sick... wanted see doc in the afternoon, clinic all close.. den after drivin at 5plus, wan see dfoc, clinic all close oso, but gt one open, hav to wait till 10pm.. OMG...!!!! so, went home, will go at a ltr time.. hah.. i'm fated not to see doc.....hahahahah.. . mi n my stupid logic.. oki.. till here i pen....

missed out on the IgUiDes camp

2007-11-17T12:48:00.000+08:00

2dae i'm supposed 2 go in 4 the iguides camp instead of ytd as i hav things on ytd. but......... i hab no choice but 2 giv the camp a missed, not bcux i do nt 1 2 go, but bcux i m SICK.... y??? y?? y??
since wed, i hav been havin a slight cough.. i thot it will cover, but............ it dint... instead the cough n sore throat becum worst tt on thur,my voice change n left hav a voice.. nevertheless, i went 4 the iguides mitin whereby we help in the preparation of this camp.. i wasnt able to be at the meeting 4 the past few times due to CCA,work n personal preparation 4 the exams tt i m taking.. its reali a loss on my part.ok,back 2 fri, i was havin my exam at RI.. the paper was tough.. goodness, some things i din study b4. after tt, i went 4 drivin.. the whole mornin i dint speak, n when my instructor spoke 2 mi, i ans back. GOSH!!! no voice came out.. i'm lik.... how cum no voice?? its reali xin ku nt to hav voice.. as the day passed, oli a mere tone of voice came back.. i m lik coughin till my throat super pain.. i m reali sad tt i hav to mis the camp.. cant join in the fun.. furthermore, mani of my frenx are gg 4 the camp.. haix....... y mux i be sick at the point in time??? :(

SwenSen;s field trip...

2007-11-13T00:50:00.001+08:00

12 nov 2007
taken at the Swensen at Parkway Parade... hehe....

charlotte, pearleen,mii,gabriel,ben
pearleen, mii, gabriel, ben
mi feedin pearl.. .hahah..oh my god... look at gab expression..!!! hahah..
ben, wat r u doin?? haha. .nice pose..wahahah!!!! r we a grp of fun-seekin souls???
look at gab.... he's so lucky.. mi n ben is feedin him with ice-cream.. he is smilin n enjoyin the ice-cream... oh...................its.....................so yummy....... m i right, gab???hahah

charlotte is presenting he r sticky chocolate ice-cream.. .smile towards the camera. .

oh... ben???? y tt expression?? did some1 bully u?? oh no... poor ben... hahah.... come on..

cheer up. . .hahah.. shld enjoy the ice-cream. .. cute lookin this way. .heheheh!!!

charlotte, mii, pearl.. haha..we both tryin to do wat??.. its the obvious. .wanna help charlotte scratch her head...??? eeekkkkssss... who wanna scratch her head?? hahah.. we r merely tryin to add on 'accessories' to her head??wahahaha!!!

today was considered a fun day despite mi feelin tired as i din get much slp last night.. .hahaha... went to parkway parade.. .our dear ben, drove to sch to pick charlotte,pearl,mii n gab up.. we go there the Swensen for our field trip to make observations.. hahah.. we stand outside the store 4 a while den head to foodcourt4 lunch..hehe.. after which, we went back to swenson's n ordered 2 small ice-cream.we 5 pple share n even create fun-ness.. agahah..we start feedin 1 another-start creating ' scander couple' within the group..hehehhahaha.. .den took photos with funniie faces, expressions,'scander couple' feedin each other & trying to fake fight with one another.. the fun will all come to an end when we head back to sch 4 lesson.. ahahah.. its truely fun even though its oli a short while.. haha...

at Destiny

2007-11-08T03:31:00.000+08:00

7 nov 2007

2dae i had a fun n enjoyable night.. haha.. went to destiny with caitlin,charlotte,rebecca C and meizhu.. we went there to chill and in a way try to relax and enjoy a while as the next was a holidae(8 nov-deepavali).. we open a bottle of chivas and enjoy the drink.. we chat and played a total of 20 dice(cheat).. we took turns.. haha.. halfway, char n mi played pool.. it was a fast n quick game.. we clear in lik mayb 10 mins?? haha.. dint take note of how long but i know that the game ended rather fast.. hahahah...!! the game end with char being the winner.. lost to her by one ball :( but it was reali fun.. we left at arnd 3am.. cool nite.. thnx for the fun my frenz n oso to cait fren who entertain us... thnz once again the enjoyable night.. cheers to u gals.. hehe [",)

Asia Outdoor Advertising

2007-10-28T13:17:00.000+08:00

24-26 oct 2007 (Asia Outdoor Advertising)

these 3 days, a total of about 23 of us,temasek poly students were at suntec, helping out with the AOA event, which is asia outdoor advertising event, which brings tgt the advertising ads by the major advertising firms.. we were there to help with the ushering of VIPs,Speakers,delegates,guests etc into the exhibition hall, conference room and luncheon.. likewise, we will help the visitors with the apllication form segment and provide information of where the exhibition is held.. we also went to view the booth about the various companies, ask certain qns with regards to what the companies is mainly involved with, get brochures n namecard(s)... in addition, we listen to a talk about marketing by a speaker from the marketing institute of singapore.. from the talk, we were about to know a little more about marketing n can help add on to what we had learned in school..

on the 2nd day of the AOA, at night, while i was on my way home, dallas msg mi.. he told me tt dey r actuali lying to joelle,shawn n haoming tt it was my twin sis who was workin n tt i wasnt dere. jux as i finish readin the msg,he called mi n the phone was passed to several pple n dey asked was it mi or my sis tt was dere..n .,.. i said was my sis n nt mi.. hahhaah.. i was havin a super hard time controllin my laughter so tt the lie can continue on.. hahah... it was so funi..

on the last day, when went to the AOA n havin break, they asked qns n when joelle saw mi, she was lik, "dun cum near mi,so scary.." hahaha.. they asked qns n qns n i jux ans as per normal so tt wun "lu chu ma jiao"... it was lik so fun n all of us act till sooo gd tt evrything we said was not being suspicious tt it was after all a lie.. after the award ceremony, the organiser let us party with the other guests as there was a gala dinner... we had alot of fun(dance,drink n took pictures..) we even form a semi circle in front of the stage when they are about to giv out the award for the supporters n TP is one of them.. when TP was mentioned, we shouted "TP marketing, cheers!"

in conclusion, the whole AOA event went well, n we, did gain some experience n also have fun... enjoyed alot! thankx to the organising team for havin a part to play in this event... thanks alot!! ",)

summary of my 2.1 semester break

2007-10-21T22:14:00.000+08:00

todae marks the end of my 2.1 semester break.. time flies real fast.. it seems lik ytd.. haha.. am i over exaggerating?? mayb yes mayb no.. perhaps it might be due to the numerous thing happening.. during this holi, i went to hong kong for my study trip, gain new knowledge and able to understand beta the marketing activities of hongkong. it was indeed a rare chance as i was able to see thing or get to know things than as a normal tourist will nt b able to know.. hmm..
i feel priviledge to be able to go for this study trip even thou its jux a mere 5 days n how i wish the trip can be longer.. after my study trip, 3 daes ltr, i went campin.. it was lik an advanced experience leadership training camp(if i was not wrong wat the E represent). the first nite was at sch n the 2nd dae mornin, we went to hantu.. the island was reali beautiful.. it was a choice that i wun regret makin as i was on the verged of givin up this opportunity to go for this camp due to my tiredness.. we hav games there,learn to do cookin using gas canister and start live fire to cook our food.. it was a fun n exciting experience that is rare to come by.. reali appreciate this chance.. soon, the camp came to an end and we left pulau hantu island on fri afternoon.. was veri tirin but i enhance my knowledge n learn new skills.. this thus marks the end of the holidaes and tmr will be the start of a new semester.. wish every one a gd start for the semester and may all things go well.. the memories, skills and experiences shall stay...

pulau hantu camp

2007-10-19T21:51:00.000+08:00

oct 16-19
i was home from pulau hantu camp.. it lasted from oct tues to fri.. i can say that the camp was indeed a success and it provided mi with mani new experiences.
the first nioght was at school as we hav to purchased teh necessary items that we needed for the fcamp at hantu such as food. even though i was not with the team to purchase the items due to me havin 2 work,i was not left out despite joinin them at 5plus instead of at 2pm. they are a great bunch of pple and bring mi into the fun of theirs. we played games on the first night like bang, number n time games including one game silly sally.. it was fun n few games, i was still in suspense till now.. hahah.. y?? is bcux i dunno how they guess it..

the second day, after breakfast, we get all our stuffs including the items tt we packed ready 2 b brought along wif us to pulau hantu n headed to the shutterbus n off we were to west coast pier to board the bumper boat tt will ferry us to our destinatio "Pulau Hantu." at there, we had a little tour arnd and cooked our beri 1st lunch usin canister, indian pot n metal tins.. haah.. it was a whole brand new kind of cookin despite perhaps havin done in when young but the feelin in diff as we r actuali doin it all by our own. we played games after tt n pitch our tents. we helped one another.. including cookin of the meals. we had a night walk.. the special thing is tt, we will be walkin along at the interval of 2mins n not touch light was allowed. it is a challenge for ourself to complete the walk. i was initialli scared but after the walk, i feel tt it was nt as scary as how i felt it will b.

the third day of camp, we had warm up den breakfast n games.the games we played consist of octopus, electrical fence,frisbe and ect.. the most exciting and memorable thing for me for today was actuali the startin of live fire. we did not did our cookin usin the gas canister but in fact, learn how to start live fire n cook our food with it.. we took quite a while but was a success.. veri hapi.. after tt, we had a skit performance at night.. we did impromptu acting.. i can proudly say tt all went well for the skit.. it was funny but liven up everyone... hahhaha... the night ended late.

time passed real fast... we have come to the last day of the camp.. as usual, warm up den breakfast.. but today, we had a game " olympic".. it comprise of one station whereby one require us to run to almost the middle of the lagoon to get a bandana to tie arnd our head n run back.. we can walk across the lagoon as the tide was extremely low.. it was veri fun n the water was clear.. there is anothe station which requires us to search for 30 clues within the boundary but the alphabets are all jumble up.. it was located at diff position within a certain boundary. we oli manage to find 25 of it n the remaining words were reveal to us. we were then given some time to figure out the word.. we did not guez it right.. but its was the process that will stay with us..

in conclusion, the camp was worth gg n it was lucky of mi t to forgo it.. .i reali enjoyed myself in this camp, made new frenz n also gain new experiences... thank for all the effort n knowledge given to mi by elf n ac...

2007-10-15T23:07:00.003+08:00

hong kong trip day 1

nice lighting right?? its taken by mi in the bus at night while on our way back to hotel
a phot of mi taken in the shopping centre.. the pathway inside hongkong hotel

our lunch at a restaurant.. this is jux one of the course.. DImSum.. its nice..

mii inside the coach leaving the airport on our way to the restaurant for lunch..

charlotte n mi in teh coach .. .

our first day at HongKong.. we arrived at around 10plus in the morning.. our tour guide, Richard was already at the airport waiting for us.. he is an excellent tour guide,introducing HongKong to us.. we had lunch at a restaurant.. then head to a Harbour City shopping centre to shop.. we pass by HongKong hotel b4 we stand infront of the shoppin centre. it was indeed a high end shoppin centre and oso veri gigantic.. but was a great experience.. we then head to hongkong tourism board to listen to a short presentation by the staff there.. den we had dinner n head back to hotel.. by then, it was lik 7plus at night already.. after puttin our luggage in our hotel room, a grp of us went to the shoppin centre near our hotel n shop.. its been a tiring day..

2007-10-15T23:07:00.001+08:00

hong kong trip day 2

welcome to HongKong Disneyland
char,pearl,mii,lorraine,shirlin
mii standing at the entrance of Disneyland

mii n dallas.. haha..

mii n jeff. .hehe. .

pearl,char,mii,shirlin take a pic with the director of Disneyland. .its a veri rare chance..
reali fortunate and happiex..

jessica,ruth,miie taken outside the library for the tourism students in Hong Kong polytechnic university

1st row: char n shirlin
2nd row: pearl n miie

char,shirlin,mii,pearl posing.. nice right??

mii welcumin myself to the HongKong Polytechnic University. .hahah..!!

shirlin,mii,joelle,pearl,char,lorraine

this is our 2nd day at Hong Kong.. we went to the HongKong Polytechnic University in the morning n listen to a presentation. we get to know more about the tourism course tt they are offerin dere and had a tour in their tourism restaurant where students are havin their training.. we had s short tour in their kitchen as well.. after tt, we went to Disneyland.. we listened to a presentation by their marketing director.. it was reali knowledgeable to know how they had market Disneyland.. we den tour around Disneyland n oso had some time to shop around on our own. .we had two rides.. we had our dinner at Disneyland. .den watch the Holloween performance n oso the fireworks.. the fireworks were simply fabulous.. it cant be seen in Singapore.. den we head back to hotel.. it was lik 9plus already.. but... fun is still going on in hotel rooms...hhahahah.. .

2007-10-15T23:06:00.000+08:00

hong kong trip day 3

taken at Ocean Park entrance
char,mii,joelle,pearl
joelle,lorraine,shirlin,pearl,mii

mii n marian

shirlin n mii take pics with a grp of LRM students.. gt gt ruth ,jennifer,wanlin,yenlin n i 4gt he other 2 names.. ops.. sori..

shirlin n mii..

mii n keith with the panda.. the panda looks real... wow!! r u jealous??hahhah...

ruth,mii,jessica

jessica,mii,shirlin,lorraine in the cable car from downhill gg uphill at Ocean Park

ben,leslie,jessica,mii

leslie,mii,keith,jessica,ben doing the action lik the statue behind us.. haha..

mii n jessica

this is the 3rd day of our trip le.. we were at Ocean Paek in the mornin.. had a presentation by the marketin executive ifrst.. den we went into one of the haunted house specialli designed for the halloween period. we went in twice, once with the lights off n the 2nd with lights on to see how everything is been set.. we even took photos inside.. hahaha..we r reali lucki cux no one ever took photos inside.. we den had few hours of free time.. we we watched the dolphin show but some how its a disappointment to bwe cux its beyond wat i expected. we den played roller coaster, abyss,eagle.. its fun but oso a little disappointin cux the rides are all veri fast.. expect it to be longer.. we left there at 5plus n head to the ladies night market..at there shop a while, then i left the group,inform Mrs Wu tt i will be mitin my aunt n my relatives.. i mus reali than keith for accompanyin mi to look for my aunt n mit them..

once mit up with 2 of my aunts, we took the MTR n go to another place to mit up with my brother,my godma n my grandaunt n relatives.. den went to a restaurant to have dinner n oso catch up with one another.. its been 4.5 years since we last m et in HongKong.. we chat till late lik 10plus.. den my relatives sent mi back to the hotel. .they walk mi up to my room level at the 19th storey...they are reali beri thoughtful.. as a result, they had to call cab in order to get back to their home.. i m reali gladful n appreciate all that they had done, even resultin in havin to tak cab home... enjoyed myself a lot.. once again, THANKS a million times.. hope to mit up with them soon...

2007-10-15T23:02:00.001+08:00

hong kong trip day 4

darren,keith,leslie,be,leonard,mii,jessica

taken while waiting for symphony of lights to start

front row: mii,keith,pearl
2nd row: jessica,leslie,leonard,shirlin
3rd row: ben,darren
keith,leslie,darren,ben,leonard..
trying to post sumting,can ur guess what? for mi to know for u to find out.. heheh..

charlotte darlin,jessica boyfriend,mii,shirlin,pearl

leonard,char,shir,pearl,darren,mrs wu,mii,leslie,ben

our 4th night at hongkong.. we were waiting for the symphony of lights to start.. thus, take photos.. haha.. with Mrs Wu..the night was nice.. reali cant believed that it was the last night le...will missed Hong Kong.. will go Hong Kong again.. its reali great being in Hong Kong especialli this moment with mani mani frenz..

hong kong trip day 5

2007-10-15T23:01:00.000+08:00

hong kong trip day 5

picure taken in the hotel. .i m sittin lik some manager. .haha..
char darlin n mi took it in the hotel toilet.. nice angle.haha.. !!

picture of mi taken standin by the side of the hotel window.. nice view from the hotel

i m pretendin to be slpin.. .looks real right?? r u guys being tricked?? hehehe!!

the gigantic shoppin centre, FEstivalWalk tt we went to on our last day..

the food that was served to us on-board the plane, back to singapore.. comprise of beef, potato n long beans.. YUmmy! yUmmI! r u salivating?

mi n my boyfriend-jessica, took at the singapore airport when we touched down..

safely back in singapore

pearl, mi n keith

pearl, mii, jessica boyfriend... hahaha.. showin our passport. .happiez..

the 5 days at Hong Kong flies real fast.. with a winked, we had come to the last day of our trip.. despute the short, mere 5 days, we had great fun n built a closer friendship with one another.. its been an eye-opener trip for miie.. been to places tt i had nv been b4 the last time i went to HongKong which was lik 4.5 years ago.. missed the place n indeed it had changed a lot.. the memories wil be there.. thanks for the fun n memorable memories tt had been engraved in mii... :)

my eye swollen.. veri xin ku

2007-10-05T11:09:00.000+08:00

2dae i was supposed to go for drivin.. but i cancel it becux of my eyes..
the story goes like this...................

my left eye was feelin a little of pain for the past few days but i dint not think tt it will be the so called " gan jiu zham" (cantonese way pf saying). it was only during the chalet 2nd night, the pain on the left eye increases. and bcux i also did not slp the ebtire night bcux i din want to cum played mahjong with frenz, the eyelid started to swell a little.. after heading home in hte mornin at 7plus, i took a short nap n went to see doc. the doc help mi to poke the small dot on the eyelid to release the little pulse inside. he prescribed mi with anti-biotic n oso painkiller.. i din hav any allergy to medicine, but upon takin it, my right eye start ti feel itchy n swell after 3 hrs plus. it was initially a small swell which i thot night b due to dust enterin my eyes.. but den the swell bcame more n more serious. i den went ot see doc again n the doc gave me a jab to prevent the swell from becumin worst and said tt it was becux of the medicine i took. i m allergy to the medicine tt i took. it was medicine which i did not take b4 thus its neither the fault of mi nor the doc.. no one expected for this to happen.. hopefuli the swell on my right eye can heal by tmr or sat... for i will be flyin off in the very early mornin.... i m so sad.. n with the eye like tt, it is veri xin ku.,.. haix... feel lik cryin man... make the doin of things veri inconvenient and tough... :-(

1b10 chalet

2007-10-05T11:07:00.000+08:00

oct 2-4 2007 (tues to thurs)

the chalet for 1b10 was rather a success except for some little changes made..its my first time organising for a class chalet. even though we are in yr 2 now, this chalet os organise to help keep us bonded despite us being in a different class.. we had our chalet at aloha loyang.. its fun and all..

jux simply..... boReDxzx....

2007-09-17T17:19:00.000+08:00

what shld i sae?? boredom is bored??? haha.. time is hard to pass.. haz. wana look for job.. if nt i dunno how to reali spend my time.. even thou i hAv my private exams in nov, i cant reali study in the day.. can oli get into the study mood a night.. hmm... but... will HAv to try to study as i m runnin out of time for my revision.. HAv 2 do a lot of figurin here n dere as i hAv forgotten mani things le.. heheh... i feel stressed but the more i feel the stressed, the more i cant slp n oso will be veri tired as a result.. how?? what shld i do??? but, i oso cant afford to fail as i would lik to get my diploma for this exam. will be haVin 4 papers n i hope can pass at least 3 papers so tt i can get my diploma... if nt,.......... haIz.. gt to get into the mood to study le.. jiayou to myself...

sick ... but.. .stilll....

2007-09-10T00:17:00.000+08:00

9 sep 2007

i was feelin sick in the mornin at arnd 8am.. supposed to work.. but... bcux sick hAv 2 call n inform. had a veri veri bad headache n stomach not feelin well.. mayb cux ytd(8/9/07) the whole day i dint ate anithin as i had one thing after another n followed by work.. hahhaha...
once inform le,mi went back to rest n woke up again at plus n the headache was gettin more n more pain.. had a beri hard time 2 slp back n had the vomit feelin... urghhhhh...... so unbearable.. oso on n off feelin cold n warm.. for quite some time, the feelin is lik tt,... den i vomitted.. n feel a bit beta but was still feelin beri uncomfortable.. i den took panadol n force myself back to slp.. till 4plus, i woke up, the pain subsided.. but not totalli.. haix...
even thou i m not feelin tt well but not as bad as in the mornin, i went out for a while with my beri beri beriii "close" fren(guy)... we went watch movie.. hahahah... i wanted to watch the show since last wk.. its "evan almighty" the show was damn hilarious lah.. but its meaningful n oso the trust the the husband n wife have n oso about the believin in the existence of god.. its reali enjoyable n meaningful.. like the show a lot.. haha... gt to rest earli too as i will be workin todae(10sep07).. haha.. still hav a slight headache.. gotta tak panadol again den slp le.. will update again when i can find the time.. miss u guys n girls.. had a great holidays.. mux mit up durin this long break of ours.. will be missed... heheh

2007-09-08T01:30:00.000+08:00

mi with my new hair cut.. on 30 aug.. haha..

a photo which i took while on the bus on 7 sept.. haha

i was bored n nth to do, thus start to tak a pic.. hehe.. photos taken with my sis n felicia at hougang

mall also on 30 aug..haha.. had fun:-)

outIng with 2M05 frenz..

2007-08-11T01:45:00.000+08:00

Aug 10, fri

photos of chArlOttE n miie.. there's emo de n funI de.. hehe..

its taken when we are at suki sakae.. haha..

cait n miie taken at converse shop at taka.. hehe..

today marks the end of our end-semester tests 4 mkting students.. haha.. so happiez.. mi n few of my classmates (caitlin, rebecca, pearleen n charlotte) went out.. rebecca n mi joined them ltr bcux we hAv meetin in sch in regards to COL on tues.. haha.. we meet up at orchard n went shoppiin..hah.. we had sushi 4 dinner (cait din eat.. cux she havin dinner wif her parents..) the sushi is not bad.. we had suki sushi at cineleisure.. after which we palyed a few games of pool.. caitlin left after 2 games cux its her mum's bdae n they r gg to hAve diNner.. we had so much funn.. den 9plus, we go clarke quay to meet our class guys gab n ben.. we wanted to go to a pub in boat quay but we cant decide which pub we wan n almost all the pub hab soo mani pple.. in the end, with a bit of disappointment, we went to fisherman at pasir ris.. hah.. we at there chat, play n drink.. hahah.. had fun man.. after a long day, we left at 1plus n head home.. thznk for the fun... hope everyone enjoyed like how i do although we all hab diff thots n expectations for the outin.. hehehe... will hang out more in the times to come.. take care frenz.....

national day.. hehe

2007-08-09T23:20:00.000+08:00

benjamin sheares bridge.. its so nice with the lightings.. i love it especialli at the beginnin.. its lik when the light start from the middle n slowly to the end of the bridge.. its jus simply fantastic....

NDP 07

mi wearin a cutie fish hat.. hehehe!! dex ask mi wear... gt bullied?? haha.. kiddin.. he nv
bully mi.. wahah.... say wear the hat den look cute cute.. haha..

dex wearin hat with eyes closed.. hahha.. he look too cute till he dun dare look at my

direction with his eyes open?? hehe.. mux ask him?? mayb he shy to look?? haha..

but i guex its the glarin sun, so he close his eyes.. hahahah... funi funi.. heheh...

dex n mi wearin the cutie hat n takin our first foto tgt.. hehe... the sun is shinin at us and surprisingly, our eyes are still kept open.. hahahah!!!

dex n miie.. hehe...

its national day.. i felt happie.. my first time gg to watch the national day parade at marina bay as well as at the venue itself instead of from the TV at home.. so grateful to dexter eho hab the tix.. n,..... oso invitin mi to go watch.. the performance was good.. i loves the air, sea n fireworks the most.. the fireworks are soooo great... realii lub the fireworks...

fotos in formal n blazar after the last presentation

2007-08-01T23:58:00.001+08:00

mii, rebecca, rachel, gabriel
mii pretendin to be engrossed in the arcade game..
haha.. so funi lorx..
a funi grp n fun pple.. haha... oh my god, see what our dear shawn n gabriel r doin?
my goodness!! they wan to learn to fly???? or think they r balancing on some shaky thingy??
wahahahah!!!!!!
SHawn , crEsTon n Gabriel.. dunno wat they wanan do.. but they look kawaii..hehe!!
mingkee,pearleen,jennifer,mii,charlotte!! hehe..

charlotte, pearleen n miie.. tryin to pose lik models.. haha.. we look like rite??

wahah!! kiddin but somehow look a bit bahx??ahha...

mengye, creston, shawn, gabriel.. posing??looks so cool... no one can resist not looking at them..

shawn,creston n gabriel.. hmm..wonderin wat r they tryin to do.. hehe..

charlotte,mingkee,pearleen,jennifer,ms wu,rebecca,mii..

charlotte,creston,shawn,ms wu,gabriel,mengye n mii.. my project grp.. hehe..

hmm.. finali our last presentation is over..hehe.. so hapi.. can relax a bit.. arnd 11 of us went to have pizza to relax ourself... we den shop arnd tampines mall in our formal wear.. its lik so....... cool...hahah.. some of us r with blazar n some took off... hah... so much fun.. hehe.. enjoy myself..

pearl,mi,bec n gab left earli arnd 4plus.. i went to meet fren at paya lebar.. haha.. but.... fren came late by more than an hr.. but hav a valid reason so i wasnt angry.. haha.. we den hang out tgt.. my fren den came my house first while i get some things done..

at night arnd 9plus, went out again.. mi,shawn n charlotte went to changi village to have supper-nasi lemak... haha...i dint finish even thou its delicious cux not beri hungry.. hehe.. we oso ordered satay.. after which, we went to see AQ.. oh my god!!! they are so pretty.... feel jealous....

had a lot of fun n laughter 2dae man,, thnx for all this...heheh.. lubv u all man!!

photos taken on marketing research presentation

2007-07-31T22:38:00.000+08:00

pearleen, charlotte, caitlin, miie.. haah..

picture of mi taken in a tie..
haha.. with a act ah lian look.. but i know dun look like..
wahahaha!!! keke..

front: charlotte, miie, meng ye

back: creston, shawn, gabriel

my fantastic and funni project groupmates..

hahhaha........

celebrate Grace Bdae

2007-07-22T23:30:00.000+08:00

FuNiiE fAceS made By us.. hehe!!

GracE MoI jUliA

MuDdy Mud Pie from CofFeE CluB

Baked Chicken Macaroni

2dae was my long time fren, Grac3 bdae.. tgt with julia, we 3 went out.. was late in mitin them both bcux i was doin my proj n lost track of time n oso bcux of another reason which i dun think its gd to state here, if the person happen to see den nt beri nice.. hah.

we are suppose to mit at fareast de, but bcux i late, in the end i go paragon find them.. its grace bdae n shewish to go paragon to shop, and since we arrange to celebrate with her, we will definitely nt hab ani objection.hahahaheheheh!!! shop shop and after tt went to coffee club to hab a light snack.. hehe.. we ordered muddy mud pie and oso baked chicken macaroni n shared.. its sooooooo yummy.... a sight of it will make ur mouth drool... wow!! u cant resist the urge to dig into it.. haha..

digging into the food.. waha.. are u guys tempted??ahha..

after a while, the baked chicken macaroni is wiped out by us..

hmmmm........ yummiiee yummie.. hahaha... the bowl is soo clean.. hehe!!

SianXxX.. LosT of Mood

2007-07-20T22:46:00.000+08:00

the day was fine.. sch ended earli as there is no lecture.. stayed in school do proj but i left earli.. hmm.. even though i left sch, i went back sch again 4 miting.. hmm..beri tired.. hab arranged to go watch movie with classmates but when the time is drawin near, i did not go ahead with the movie.. one reason is tt i m too sianx till no mood for everything le.. n oso hab other reason.. in the end, decided to go to my grandma house.. on the way there, after alighting from the bus, i went shoppin a while.. hmm.. after leavin my grandma house, obn my way home, mi 2 went shop a while...haix.. too exhausted to b in ani mood.. y??? y??? y??? ...........

stoning in schOoL

2007-07-17T19:21:00.000+08:00

its been a tiring wk.. hAb been rushin projs and also some personal stuffs.. so tired.. haha.. at this time, i am still in school.. its such a surprised i am still in sch lahx..haha.. cux my tuition cancelled at the ls t min n dun feel lik gg home first cux i nida mit fren at arnd 9plus.. whaha.. so go home oso lik no meaning.. cux go home a while den nida cum out again.. haha.. so stay in school.. wanted to do my proj thingy but den no mood to do.. haha..nid force or in other words try to giv mysef the motivational factor to do.. thus, here i m,blogging.. hahahh..is it funi?? i dunno too.. jux wanna do sumthin else apart from proj first...hmm.. think shall talk till here.. dunno wat to talk le.. bUai n will be here to talk stuffs again.. WahhAhahAh!!!!!!!!!!!!!

take photos to release stress

2007-07-15T22:55:00.000+08:00

mi n pearleen taken at her
house.. take foto 2 release stress..

miie tak a foto 4 fun.. hahaz.. nth 2 do..
do proj till dunno wat 2 do so tak a pic to self-entertain..

2dae mi went 2 pearl pearl house to do project.. hahaxx... went there after givin tuition... we tgt do proj..ahah. even thou we are in diff proj group, we oso will help each other out.. haha.. we do our own proj and seek help when difficulty approach us .. we r lik doin proj for veri long..we played songs at the same time and oso uses msn to check with one of our fren too. we take turn to chat with him n make him confused about who is talkin to him...its lik so fun.. then we say we create fun to help ourselves survive in this tough n long period..wahahah>>>!!! >.<"

SimPlicity ?? or tryin to act sporty?

2007-07-14T23:38:00.000+08:00

these photos all look kinda alike.. ahha... i m being bored thus cum add things to my precious blog.. hahaha... i m gg crazi.. nid release some crazitivy in miie mind.. wahah!! do i make as if i m reali berserk?? it doesnt matter,. .think lik tt den can drop sum stressiness out of mie..

oki.. these pics all hab a similarity. tt is .................................... i m wearin a cap.. but y is the cap different??? cux.... its taken on two diff daes.. one was taken 2dae while the other 2 was taken on another dae which hab past while doin proj at my dear grp mate charlotte house n the cap belongs to another grp mate, gab de... hahHaheheHohahey!! it was fun cum proj.. we took a few other fotos.. too bad i wun b postin.. hah.. as for the one which i took 2dae, i dressed in tt way delierately.. whaha.. wan try a diff way of dressin.. i casualli dressed in a sporty way.. but... i purposely dun wear shoes n instead wore slippers...ahhaha.. arent i funi.. mayb yessh n mayb nnoo... hahah... but had a tiring dae cux went to numerous places n oso nt getiin much rest especialli the past couple of daes... LAlalahehewah!!

*the happie moments will been missed.. *

Projects kiLL..

2007-07-14T17:15:00.000+08:00

hmm.. have been a veri tiring n stressed wk.. my group hab been editin on the suverys results 4 mani daes till we r all beri tired.. we even sacrified our slp to edit on it.. a proj report is due next fri.. nieda rush out the editin where we standardised everything n analyse b4 we cacn insert info in to our repoty.. haiz... reali drain us all out.. hahahehe... so slpy.. zzzZZ!! duno wat else to write jux tt it will b even more ki-o-tic next wk as there r still lik 3-4 more projs to rush,.. worst still, i hav to come out wif 4 french dialogues bcux the tutor wants to c on thur.. its lik....... where n how on earth m i g to find the time.. i dun even hab time to slp nor get ample rest due to the rushin of projs yet now mux do french dialogue which requires alot of my time to prepare as i m not veri gd with it... haix... y ?? y?? y??? y is it tt it is sooooooo stressed??

miZ canoeInG

2007-07-08T21:59:00.000+08:00

the float tt we used 4 the swimming lesson n the canoe
shirt tt we printed.. too bad i did not hav the chance 2 wear
it 4 trng bcux of proj, thus cant make it 4 trng, after which, i
made a hard decision- to leave the team.. :(

after a long hesitation, serious consideration and getting opinions from closed friends, i have cum to a conclusion, which is to give up canoeing.. i am sad to leave the canoe team but i do not hav another alternative..

projects hav been piling up and there problems surfacing within the projects every here n there.. had a hard time to juggle projects, trainings, solvin of problems and fixin project mitings.. thus, i gav up canoe.. i reali miz canoe n i know its almost impossible to join back the team for it will be hard to catch up.. i did not regret the decision i've made, but i jux miz the team and also the trainings.. i simply miz u guys.. canoe will always be with mi n if i can, i will go see u guys train.. all of u mux jia you kkies?? i will not forget ur de..

disappointed n frustrated q

2007-07-04T18:00:00.000+08:00

the day strated out was still alrite.. i was late 4 my tutorial by few mins due to the bus.. i dint expect to get back my mid- semester test results 4 faom.. was disappointed upon lookin at my grades.. i dint obtain the grades which i expected.. haix.. can oli blame myself for not putting enuf efforty in revisin for it.. now,its pointless to cry over spill milk.. can oli study harder n do well??which i m not sure if i will od it a not..
after lesson ends,i was in sch 4 a while.. the nwent for tmypractical lesson.. hahah..i feel tt i hav a better control on the pedals n oso feel tt i hav improved in my drivin.. haha,... mayb i m boostin but i feel tt its better than the last time i went 4 my practical.. hah.. looking forward to my next lesson..
went back to sch after my pratical initially was to analyse the survey result... but... there are problems with my group survey.. veri sianx n its make us boil.. it became my group hold the whole coholt back.. feel realli bad bout it.. haix.. want to apologise to all the other groups.. then my frenz n i had to amend all the errors in the spss.. its a big headache..had to look through everything again.. haix.... once again, wpuld like to send my most sincere apology to all... so sori that my group is the result for the heldback of the analysis.. :(

2007-06-28T03:13:00.000+08:00

this my amazin class -- 2M05... hahah..we took this photo on tues,26 june 2007 after our market research tutorial ended.. this is the first class photo that we had take.. hahah.. so hapiiez.. it is also taken to put on a recovery card for our beloved care person, ms ng.. she had went for a minor knee operation n wun be back in sch till next week.. our class miss her.. hope she will be back soon.. well wishes to her.. take care n see her soon..

midnight projects

2007-06-28T00:30:00.000+08:00

the crazi bunch of freaks are indeed mitin up at such wee hours to do projects.. arent we veri weird?? whaha..!! the 2 guys in my grp so hardworking. they were the one who organise this meeting and they both very enthu in doing projs. but dun think they are chao muggers. the truth is they are lots of fun worz. everytime play a fool and tell jokes one, damn funny lorz. heh..being with them alwaes make mi laugh de, den somemore laugh until my stomach pain. hahah.. but of cuz when its time to be serious they will be serious and get work done.. even thou dey can b head over toes at certain point of time when dey r at their peak...c i so gd a fren of u both,...i help promote ur to the people.. so that those pple feelin down can turn to ur..haha..
thanks to our beri thoughful grp mate, he bought supper 4 us, fearing that we will be hungry n oso food to energise up so that we will nt doze off..ahah... the food is nice.. we had a short break from project to hav the food n oso watch entertainment show-wwe... haahha... shall pen till here.. update more the next time round.. thanks again to our thoughtful fren.. hahaheheh!! (-^.^-)"

time FliEs

2007-06-25T02:01:00.000+08:00

in a wink of an eye, the 2 wks term break have cum 2 an end.. reali fast.. i hab nt even start 2 relax nor tak a break 2 catch up on my rest.. haha.. isnt it jux too fast?? perhaps its due 2 my busi schedule.?? hmm.. school starts in a few hours time.. it is time 2 rush all projects and oso IJ done as submission dates r all nearin.. hmm,... stressed and extremely wear out.. hopefuli will hab more fun in a new sch term, which i do not hab much sonfidence.. this is bcux we will all b busi with projects completion as well as preparation 4 our end sem tests?? m i rite??ahahhaha..!! i m nt so sure.. i wish all my frenz hab a fun term ahead n do take care YeaH?? cya all arnd sch.. lets jiayou tgt.. GAmBaDei <^.^>

ShoulD i or should i nOt

2007-06-19T23:27:00.000+08:00

DilEm@

its been a few days since i last update... i am now in a dilema.. do nt know if i shld or shld not quit canoeing.. i m so stressed up about projects too.. hmm... wat shld i do???

i lik canoeing but...... there are too mani trainings and most of my time is given to canoeing even though there are some trainings i din turn up due to certain reasons.. there r certain point i wanted to giv up bcux i feel tt i m so occupied tt i dun hab much time 4 my studies/tuition/work nor hab enuf time 2 rest.. my life n time seems so packed up... but, on the other hand, i dun reali wish to giv up as i hab alrdy put in quite a lot of effort n time... i feel tt if i giv up, it will be veri wasteful.. likewise, if i stay on, i might not know how long more i can last.. so wat shld i do???
i realii not sure.. perhaps i believe time can decide 4 mi?? i dun hate canoe neither the trainings... i simply feel tt it might be due to the mani commitments tt i hab.. i m not too sure... hmm....nid time to decide n see how deep my passion n interest 4 canoein is despite knowin tt i have interest n a likin for canoe... my dear frenz, i know some of u hab alrdy given mi ur advise as well as words of wisdom, however, i still wpuld lik to think it through thoroughly 4 fear of cumin 2 a decision tt i might cum 2 regret.. thanks alot, my dear frenz.. <>

traiNiNg.. tirin??

2007-06-14T23:50:00.001+08:00

2dae i went for trng.. we had water trng n also runnin. haha.. i wasnt able to go 4 trng the past 2daes.. we practice our scullin skills and one special thing we had 2dae was tt, the coach let us try n experience paddling 4 distance.. i m not veri sure how far we paddle but i simply knew it was far.. hah.. had 2 use a lot of body movement, which we had practice stationary, jux hand paddle but in the water.. i was so afraid that i will capsize, cux its so far from shore n its so far away from the rest.. we split into 2 grps to paddle out.. it was fun n oso a beri gd experience.. while practising sculling on trainin boat, i capsize a few times. hahaha... after the water, we ran 2 rounds of reservoir.. its been quite long sonce we ran 2 rounds of reservoir.. i ran.... ran..... ran....
then when the first round about 2 end, my stomach hurts a lot... but i jux continued.. wanted 2 stop at the end of first round but i jux continued on 4 the 2nd round.. upon seeing the 1km sign, i veri badly wanted 2 turn back but dint... i jux continue on.. but the pain becum more n more pain.. i then started 2 walk... walk, run a bit n stop when it became extremely pain.. when its endin already, my fellow team-mate, wenhao, he ran in the opposite direction,he cum to find where r the girls.. he then told mi take a deep breathe, in n out.. then ran slowly with mi.. after a short distance, few others oso join mi.. they urge mi on n i jux ran all the way despite the pain.. i think the pain is bcux of mi nv eat anithing ytd(wed).. tus, hav this unbearable pain.. hahahah..... thanks alot to the whole canoe team... i m veri touched for all of u the care n concern.. .thanks once again... i luv u all!!

swe3t moMenTs

2007-06-14T23:50:00.000+08:00

luV stArts wif a glanCe at one Another,
lUv blOssOms wif small Talks n conversation.
filled wif sweet words n Phrases,
CoverEd wif loVeLy n unforgetTable memOriEs.
DestrOy wif argumenTs n IncOmpAtibiLity,
End wif a deep scAr in e miDdle of e fraGILE HEART.
BrEaK dOwN In HUrTFuL n unBearabLe tears.
SomeTimes lovE is thought as Nothin but a haTeful torture,
it seems lik e worlD is FallinG apaRt when u enCounter a brEak-up.
BreaK-up makes 1 loSt count of time,
do not doll-up,never bother about hOw close FRenz
n familY membErs feel,upon Seein us in diS stAte.
it breaks their heArt n wori 4 uS.
althOugh a break-up wif our lovE is hard 2 get over,
we muz stIL b strong n get over it in e shortest tiMe poSsiBle!
evEn though e scar is dere 4eva,
we muz b grateful 4 e joyous meMorieS tt was Once given 2 us.

FirSt try.. both ScAreD n xcItiNg..

2007-06-08T17:17:00.000+08:00

canoeing
today i went for canoein trng with 2 frenz n 1 senior.. this is my first time trying the training boat.. haha.. .scared 2 get oli the boat without support from the senior bcux the boat veri easy capsized.. hah...also get to learn scullin 2dae.. wahah.. in the end i manage 2 go up the boat on my own n oso paddle n scull on it.. but still feel abit lik capsizing every once i n a short while.. then nid to try to balance while on the boat.... if not............. CAPSIZE.... haha.. i m lik capsize numerous times 2dae.. wahahah!Q!

practical lesson

2dae is also the first time tt i m having my practical lesson.. finali!! the day i have been waiting for hav cum:) but i m scared.. haha... but... its actuali fun n interestin... the instructor is gd n explain wat r the parts 4.. despite mi askin qns,he also reply n fill mi in on my enquiries.. wwahaha!! he allow mi to drive after he teach mi for a while.. i was shocked when he say change seats(i tak driver,he tak passenger).. i then asked, changed seat?? he say yes.. then we change over.. n i tried.. was scared so was at a veri slow speed.. dun dare.. haha.. will b lookin 4 my next lesson..",]

SaD n feel so....................

2007-05-26T22:28:00.000+08:00

25 may 2007, friday

its a sad day 4 mi.. the election results is out... it's my fren who fill mi in bout the results. i m veri dishearted as i dint get into main comm... haix.. luckily i dint knew it b4 gg 2 giv tuition or i wun b able 2 focus.. haa.. i dint know tt i will hav lik tt so little votes(66 votes oli)...???? #$%^@$%&*$??? who can tell mi?? perhaps i m reali nt tt popular or insignificant..??? haix..perhaps its jux fate u know.. i was sad...
despite tt, i went for my fren bdae.. even though the sadness was within mi, i tried my bez nt 2 reveal out tt expression.. hmm... at there hav frenz n it did help mi not tink of it.. after leavin my fren house, some of us went ot play pool.. .after playin, i felt a lot better.. i oso thot it thro tt since this time i dint hav mani votes 2 entitle mi a place in main comm, its alrite.. mayb the time can be spent on other stuffs.. m i rite??? i dunno as i will still feel a little sad deep down... i oso felt better when my frenz call n msg mi, askin mi to cheer up n tt they still support mi.. upon hearin it, i was actuali touch by it.. thnx alot my frenz who hav all sent mi cheer up messages.. i reali appreciate it n felt hapi to still hav ur support..
my dear frenz n freshies, do not wori bout mi le kkies? i m okie le.. i have put this election thing behind mi le... its all over n history le..i m back to myself.. no longer sad le.. thnx alot for ur the care n concern... i luv u all too... !!
also, thnx for those who voted for mi.. but i m sori to disappoint u all... :(

kayakin..

2007-05-22T00:54:00.000+08:00

20 may 2007

in the mornin went changi with the canoein team.. they havv one star kayakin course.. oli 3 of us on the dat went hav the one star le.. but, nevertheless, we join them tgt.. there r a few things when i took my one star i dint learn de.. i m lucky i went as i manage to learn a few new things.. we had a lot of fun.. .hahah.. the instructiors oso let us know one or two things that the two n three star courses will cover.. they showed us the mass capsizing as we had learn all those that we r supposed to know.. they allow us to try if we want as there r no obligation to it.. but we nid tell.. i n my fren then try the mass capsizin.. hah.. its damn fun bvut its rather hard to make it.. hah. we do veri long.. empty then flip over but see still lik alot of water then flip back again.. do a few times then change boat to empty. but after quite some time we still cant empty.. the instructor came n tell us tt we r about to drift out of the boundary le.. then get pple to help us include himself.. each help one of us.. haha.. we then kayak back.. at tt point of time, arms were reali extremely exhausted le.. but.... of course nid kayak back.. haha.. had a lot of fun.. when everything end, done with showering n givin out of certs, we took an entire grp photo with the instructors... an enjoyable day!

CCN day

2007-05-19T00:27:00.000+08:00

on 18 may was tp annual CCN(campus care network) day.. it was a great success for all the classes i can say.. we all put in our best for it n go all out.. my class sold cheesecakes with 3 diff flavours.. its baked by our veri own classmates.. its mouth droolin n seize the temptation of others, that lead to them comin to our stall.. haha.. maby i m exaggeratin, but the cakes are reali delicious.. there are other classes sellin mani other stuffs lik nachos, fondu, cookies etc... its stall set up by business, design n IT.. the other 2 sch will be in nov.. i believed, these 2 sch too, will be a great success lik ours, filled with lotsa fun,laughter n excitment.. do ur agree with mi??? shall write more next time if there r more things for mi to write.. haha... see u guys n girls soon..
to my class, i'm realli pleased n veri proud of u guys.. all of u did a great job.. i love u all n may more fun cum along our way.. chEeRs.. :]

sCar3d n StrEsS!!

2007-05-18T00:03:00.000+08:00

its been a while since i last update.. i am feelin stressed n scared.. decided 2 go 4 an election 4 the main comm in sch.. hesitated 4 veri long b4 makin up my mind...oli till ytd then i realised tt there r ,ami pple runnin 4 the election..i do not hav any confidence in the election.. but i hope that i can get as mani support as possible.. haha... then there is also sch work n my job outside.. i m afraid i might not hav time for my studies but somehow i feel that if i plan my tiem well, i might be able to cope with all the things..do ur think this way can help one to manage everything?? i dunno but i believe that with a time table of mine plan carefulli, i can cope with it.. to end, i reali wish that my frenz, freshies n all can giv mi their support,.. i will truly appreciate it.. in advance, i send my thankz to all who will vote for mi as well as pple who gav mi their support n believe in me.. i m sori if i cant make it.. buti wun forget all of u... we will still b the same whether i can or cannot get into main comm.... thankx lots n i reali nid the support..

schOoL beGins...

2007-05-01T15:57:00.000+08:00

i am now in m 2nd yr of tertiary education.. have been in sch 4 the 2nd wk now.. but... stil haven get the momentum to study yet.. hmm.. feelin bored n sort despite havin mani thing to do.. haha.. or is it bcux i m used to so preoccupied durin the semester break?? i m nt sure myself.. but no matter what, i mux get myself into the study mood by the end of this wk.. haha.. n i will oso hav fun rather then jux study.. afterall,one shld nt jux study n nt relax.. am i rite??hahah.. so.... i will giv myself relaxation moment as well as time of fun.. yeAhX!!

gReAt cAmP -- FOC/W

2007-04-15T16:04:00.000+08:00

april 9-11

the 3 days of FOW was fun and the freshies are great they are bonded and some found close frenz on the first day of FOW.. there are these 4 guys, Tom,dick,harry and jerry(not their real name) who are extremely close. they are always together.. on the 2nd and 3rd day, they wore same colour clothes.. we have a BikBox(duno how to spell), Dick who is reali veri gd.. the performances put up by the freshies were reali great.. given the short timing for brainstorming n without ani practising, they were able to do it well..well done, freshies.. even though we gt last, i beleved they had a lot of fun..

april 12-14

the 3 days of FOC was also veri exciting.. the freshies are veri actively involved with the games and are veri enthu about the games .. there are people like andrew and wilson who are willin to take the lead in cheering nad games.. few of them lost their voices due to the constant cheerings.. the performances the put up were great.. there are dances and other things includin a part where its like a concert kind, where a hip hop dance was being displayed and audiences surround the stage to enjoy the dance put up.. it was just too fabulous.. a sad thing was that final clash was cancelled due to the weather.. despite that, there are other activities like games for the freshies to take up a bit more time, and the timing for the game-hungry was being extended.. the graduates also gave a speech.. the camp ended with the TP mass dance as well as cheeky dance.. every gd thing have to come to an end.. despite us gettin last,i believe that all of us had a great time.. for many of us, i believed that the ranking does not mean a lot as we know that the ZILRA spirit will continue to burn within us.. we also know that we had already done our best and gave our veri all... so, even though physicalli we were last, we all knew that in the hearts of the ZILRIANS, we are forever first.. well done, all GLs & Freshies..

after the whole camp ended, mani of us went to CPF building to hav3 a gathering.. eat chat play and all to be bonded even more.. it was simply great.. did not regret gg for the camp and also makin it back for everything...

a special thnx to all who had given me these precious memories for which i wil always kip it with me..

**<< U guys RoX!! >>** LoV3 u All!! <3

SL cAmp

2007-04-07T22:57:00.000+08:00

the sl camp was a veri gd experience for me n i did learn numerous things..hah.. the camp lasted from april 2 to april 4.. haha.. the first day i had to leave earli bcux
i have to go for my night class.. its the 2nd last lesson..haha.. den i went back to camp on the 2nd day, in the morning.. the 2nd day, we ALP high elements activities like the flying fox, the one where one walk on a rope, walk on a rod and so on... it is to see how far we are willing to push ourselves.. hah.. its a bit bored( to no offence,jux personal feelin)as we spent bout one hr plus on a station.. the sun was shinin glaringly and some of us do nt have our water with us(dehydrating?? haha)...
we thot of performance that is suppose to be on the night of the last day.. during that time, we also play handiplast. haha.. its like super super fun.. we the girls keep on attacking our poor FA(Daniel).. hah.. he gt beat the most number of times.. we kip on callin pple that will definitely get to choose to hit the Daniel or the other person, but we will choose to hit daniel.haha.. then we discuss and contribute ideas n generate from there.. the night ended late as we had a game where we r suppose to find clues and try to find out wat the case is about, for this to find out who the kidnappers are.. ahha.. the last day was even fun as we had outside of school game.. we go round tampines and the group are considered veri bonded.. haha.. each n everyone had a chance to like lead or something.. too bad i had to leave earli s i had something on.. cant play a part in the performance...but...... i believe there will be a next time?? but the game was fun.. hah.. i feel lucky n fortunate to be able to come to this camp.. thnx for the chance that i had.. reali appreciate it alot n i will have the memories in me.. hah.. have a great day.. u pple simply rox!!

estactiic cum act crazii.. HEhahO..! #@$^%&

2007-04-01T16:25:00.000+08:00

its a reali hilarious n fun cum crazi day for mi... crazi as in nt tired but had a lot of fun.. waaha.. i mit up with a few frenz whim we had not met for more than a yr?? we went shopping then went katong.. haha.. the guys went there play dota. den i at there watch a bit of the soccer which was ManU vs dunno sumthin bLack de i think,.. sori i cant rmb.. but was hapi that manU won.. think was 4-0?? did reali take note of the score as i was on n off watchin while the rest of the time see my fren play dota.. but i dun understand at all.. how they play n so on.. aahha.. but its seems fun n exciting.. i was sharing a seat with my fren cux nt enuf seat n i nt playing so nva get a computer 4 myself.. haha.. i then help mi press one key hahah.. as he was lazi.. but at least i wun get too bored even though i m bored.. hm.. dunno wat i m tokin rite?? nvm.. i might nt know wat m i toking as well.. after which at aarnd 12 plus, we head for changi cux i told my fren i wan go changi.. u know y we went changi?? haha.. wanna guez??????hmm..... think ur wun guez.. now, let mi reverl in 3 counts..

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we went there to see Ah Qua... hahaha... they doesnt seem the least bit of guy.. oh my goodness.. they look so like a normal lady lahx,. wahah..!! we turn two rounds but oli saw 2. we then stop n alight n head towards cheers to get a drink.. while walkin, saw 2 of them cum down from a cab.. they are so like a girl.. i dun know how they differentiate them from normal girl.. anyway, had a lot of fun.. the time was already 2plus in the morning.. we all then head home.. had a rather memorable day n also felt hapi deep inside my heart.. wun forget this day... thnx for givin me such a day.. u guys jux simply Rox!! wow!!

last day

2007-03-30T23:32:00.000+08:00

2day is the last day of my job at AIA.. i'm a bit sad.. hah.. the colleagues there are friendly and fun.. hah.. time files real fast.. haix.. its bcux i had camps cumin up therefore 2dae is my last day.. while i was working there 2dae, i made a couples of cards for a few of the colleagues whom i am closed with.. haha... in addition, i oso have one friend cum down for an interview to cover my place for the days i had camps which the camp days will covered till the last day of my job.. this friend i had nt seen for a veri long time, perhaps half a year.. when i saw this friend of mine, he looks diff.. hahah... but all in all, still the same.. not much of a diff... hahaha... anyway, its gd that he can cover my place.. haha.. jiayou and i will nv 4get the colleagues whom i know there.. thanks alot to all.. take care and i will miss u ..

class ChaL3t

2007-03-28T20:55:00.000+08:00

in a wink, the clAss chalet for 1B10 have cum to an end.. its realli sad as we will all be separated le.. this chalet was fun.. even though it was jux a short 3D2N chalet,it actuali bond us even closer despite we already completed our first year and will be split into the diff diploma..

i went late on the first day n reach at a rather late time at 10plus as i had to go back to sch for ALP in th emorning and had my nite class.. due to the urge of me wanting to reach the chalet earlier, i left my class before it ended.. hahaha!! at the chalet, we played mahjong,uno stacko, Zhong ji mi ma and little indian.. haha.. all the games involved the loser drinking half the cup of liquor fille with 7-up except mahjiong which we played at the initial stage.. hahah.. ",) we played till the wee hours of lik nearli 6am.. haha.. or mayb can say is morning?? wahah!! all the 7 of us who over nite slept in the same room.. haha.. the fun part is yet to cum.

it is when seth was slpin,we used mascara,eyeliner and some other make up to drew his face.. haha,, hw was lik drunk and slpin soundly.. haha...

the second day was alrite too as i left in the afternoon to go elsewhere.. haha.. i went back again at nite.. this time,there was more people staying over,.. we played mahjong for veri long... haha.. some played cards.. the nite passed veri fast.. the midnite arrived so soon... haha.. but,..... no matter what, the fact is that we had a lot of fun..

finali the day where it marks the end of the chalet arrived.....
its a sad moment.. despite that we all hid our feelings veri well.. in the morning at 6plus, mi,ziying,seth,raihan,natasha and puisauw left tgt.. we chat while walking out.. hha... the morning breeze was fantastic.. hopefulli there will be more chance for 1B10 to cum tgt and also chalets or BBQ.. may the friendships we all had remain with us forever.. thanks one and all in 1B10 fro creatin wonderful memories in the life of mine and i feel fortunate to be part of this interesting n fun family.. i luv u all and may we all kip in touch..!!! *frenz 4eva*

ouTinG

2007-03-25T23:05:00.000+08:00

i have fun 2dae.. haha.. but spent alot.. bought clothes and watches.. haha.. went out with friend and my sis.. and at bugis, met my secondary school fren and one of my ex- working colleague.. hah.. its just such a coincidence.. walk walk in bugis, took photos and chat.. then oso went to other places.. veri tired.. but its jux fun despite the tiredness.. (",)

juz another day

2007-03-24T20:07:00.000+08:00

today is jux another dae of the holi.it will be marking the end of this wk of the holi.. haha.. did not do much..hah.. watch tv and Jux Go onLIne.. went to my primary school to help the touch community club to teach primary school kids.. coach them in their studies.. it was fun n we oso played games with them.. there r many new kids who join this big family of ours.. hha.. i am still sad as i cant put my tagboard n oso the comment down.. haix.. but nvm lahx.. mayb lost le den can have new de.. wahaha... .

holidays UpDaT3

2007-03-23T21:38:00.000+08:00

after a long while i am here to do some updating about my blog. the exams results have been out last week and also the semester holidaes are into the 3rdwk if i did nt rmb wrongly. haha.. initially holi was bored as i did nt manage to find a job. but now,it was alrite as i have a job and oso my nite clas is cuming to an end.i jux simply cant wait for it to end. hahaa..!! despite some happi things , there are sad things like the exam results. i'm sad that i did nt do as well as i expected and after i check my grades, i jux simply couldnt slp and doubts started circulating in my mind.haix.. but since its reality, there's nth much i can do but jux to accept faith n perhaps try to work even harder....!!?????? hahah... work was alrite n my holi so far was alrite.. 2 camps and a class chalet cuming up.. hah.. the last time for the clas to gather and we will all split le. reali cant bear to separate from the class. it have been a fun year. hah.. but this is part nm parcel of life as well as our education. will definitely keep in touch.. u guys are jux great including frenz from other classes,course and thise that i know as well as my beloved campmates.. in fact u guys create a lotsome of colours and wonders in my life. i realli appreciate it. thankx lots babes and dudes.. luv u guys always :-) cheers <*.*> hahaah.....

can relax a little??

2007-01-27T21:44:00.000+08:00

i'm back to update le..its rather a busy wk or in fact 2-3 busy weeks?? last week have open house.. was ratehr busy as my class oso have a skit.. the skit was a success..luckily.. hahahha... den i was oso involve with open house.. have fun even though was feeling tired..n at the same time have2 wori about projs.. but now its alrite.. ytd had a presentation.. my grp did a story while the other grps did skit.. all the grps was veri funny.. our topic was bullyin. my grp we drew the pics out.. den was lik cute n funni.. haha..
2dae had a test but didnt reali had motivation nor the energy to reali focus on studying for it.. in the end, it was lik..... my goodness... i mix up my stuff and cant ans the theory.. was lik feelin so slpy.. but its over.. just have to hope 4 the best.. must not fail.. haix.. hope to hav more time to rest...... ARgGgGhHgH....
wan to slp, rest, relax n ...........SHoPpInG.. ",]

CraMmEd!! ArgHH!! Hat3 it!!

2007-01-17T00:14:00.000+08:00

quite some time passed... another entry will be written by me, juli, short form whom my frenz n classmates will call mi.. y, bcux its short n simple rather than juliana... hahahahah... r u all laughing?? i m not too sure... but i guez so? mayb its a lame joke, but pple n frenz who read le, can entertain by dry laugh?? hahahhaah....
hmm.. many mani things cumin up.. projects,tests,exams,skit, open house... feel tt time is very packed.. but its alrite for once the open house is over,i can simply put all my focus on the upcoming tests and exams?? will i be able to do it?? i m not too sure but mayb yeah ",) hahah
the skit i feel so paisei acting it. hahahha... the projects deadline are nearing n its lik staring from next wk??? that's fast!! wow!! hah.. i m self entertaining n self-relaxing...?? m i?? hmm.. not too sure.. but, once the open house over, will have slightly more time to concentrate and rush le. .that's great man! heheh!! duno y.. but have been feelin veri veri tired these few days.. baix.. its so not lik mi?? perhaps i m the night owl type??? wahaha... its for mi to know and for u all to find out... isnt it fun t ofind out if one is a night owl or not.. hah.. shall end here.. love u all out there including the one.. only if the person know who i m refering too.... hahahhahaha.... isnt it complex... hahah.. too bad. i just love bot to ne direct at certain point of life/time so tt it wun b mundane..best wishes to all..

uN3xPecTed reSulTs

2007-01-09T23:08:00.000+08:00

school have start for the second wk of the final term already.. i have oso gotten back 3 of my term tests results leaving 2 more papers to get back.. i feel relieved,happy n shocked about my grades. relieved is because i passed all the 3 papers which i have gt back,happy is because 1 paper even though its not a veri high marks,but i m happi i get thro' the sub with a gd mark if i were to consider as i m vri afraid i will fail n 4 shocked,i nv expected myself 2 score so low 4 tt paper b'cux i expect a lot 4 tt paper not b'cux i had a lot of confidence,but bcux its 1 of my favour sub.. i feel even more down n slightly demoralised when my tutor told me tt she expected me to do quite well. it made me feel worst.. haix.. but i cant cry over spilled milk.. i can onli work hard 4 the upcoming claz test thou i know its even more harder b'cux the topics covered r veri hard n have more thoeries..theories r the part where i dislike..but do i have a choice?? nope:( i dun have.. so waht should i do?? think i will just have to go n study it..must work hard and pray 4 the best. but, will it work..?? i have absolutely no idea but just to look on the bright side n b optimistic... i must start to work hard or else i will definitely have more regrets... AarrGgHHHhhhh...... dun wan ani more regrets!!
studY!~ StUdY!~ sTuDy!~

2006-12-31T18:32:00.000+08:00

2dae is the last day of the year.. it might be a happy or sad thing for some of us,depends on which perspective each and every one of us view it.. the whole year, many of us in fact all of us will experience joy, happiness,sadness and sorrow.. let the year 2007 be a different year for all of us..
for me,this year will bea ayear that i will not forget foreva.. there are many ups and downs in one's life especially mine.. there is a particular event that happen in my life.. this event actuali cast a change n turn in the life of mine. .it makes me to understand the importance of life and also that we should treasure life and live it to the fullest.. not everyone of us is able to live to a ripe old age.. perhaps i might b right or wrong to say that almost all of us have regrets in this year of our live.. but, one thing for sure is that i do have many regrets this year which can i can only live on with it and it can never be corrected.. its all just to late..so, i can only look at the brighter side of live.. am i right?? cux i believed one cannot live in the darkness forever.. since 2dae marks the end of 2006, i hope everyone will have lots of fun on this day, so tt it can b a dae that is very memorable to u,mi or anyone else..
watever thing that happen to mi in this year will only be kept in this heart and mind of mine and wish for the better in 2007.. we should all start the new year afresh for every new year marks a new beginning..
a last statement,i love u all, my friends, colleagues and anyone whom i know as well as those who still rmb me... cHeErs and a Happy New yEar to all !!! (",)(".)

GreAt tImEs aT OTC!

2006-12-24T16:30:00.000+08:00

in a blink of eyes, the whole otc is over.. had a realli great time there.. it lasted for 3 days from thurs till sat.. played alot of games,learn alot of things like wat type of attributes and qualities a leader need to possess as well as some important things that a group must have in order to soar high.. the people are friendly and full of creativity. this camp helps to bond pple together and also make us understand the basic importance of listening to others as well as willing to make changes.. comparing this leadership camp to other leadership camps which i have went before,this camp is indeed a camp which i enjoyed most and also a camp that made me learn a lot.. the fun-thrilling activities,the great teamwork, the cheers and many more things that i experience,will not be forgotten.. i never regret going for this camp even though i am feeling exhausted and also didnt realli slp during camp,which i believed the others who went also didnt slpt much.. but no matter what, all of us did not portray our tiredness.. what we show are enthusiasm.. the camp also made me realise that one should be daring enough to take the lead,voice out what one wishes to say and not keep it in your heart and we must not act without thinking.. for staying calm, figuring things out and come out with solutions is the best way to avoid conflicts.. the second of camp which is on fri is one of the best camp day i've ever had bcux our empire(magus) broke many of the games record like highest score and shortest timing.. one fantastic thing about my empire is that our cheers are excellent, cheering to the loudest.. thanx MAGUS, for giving me a wonderful camp days and experience.. i realli had a great time with you guys... also thanx to our alliance, KELVON and DRAGOS... you both empire were very great !!! may these 3 empires continue to be alliance in FOW/C... cheers to OTC.. it simply rocks and perhaps no other camps can outwin the otc... .i felt really fortunate to be given this chance.... have a nice day everyone and also enjoy the christmas... cheers!!! ",)

time fun relaxation

2006-12-16T19:10:00.000+08:00

15 dec 2006
finali the last day of the term tests has arrived.. hahah.. can relax a bit le b'cux there is still projects to worry about.. hah.. made an extremely careless mistakes in my paper todae.. tt part coz mi 6 marks.. even thou' it might nt be a lot if viewed from certain pnt of view, but it means alot between a grade diff.. haiz.. but wats done cannot be undone.. so, i can oli hope and wish for the best.. am i rite??haiz.. aniwae, it has alrdy bcum a past..
went out with frenz after the paper ended.. we went to various place, from united square to bugis to plaza singapura.. hahah.. had fun and shopped a lot(not sure consider anot)?? then my frenz left and i went to mit other frenz.. we went to great world city.. its my first time gg dere.. we at dere chat,played a game called "bang" and had 'ben and jerry' ice-cream.. even thou' i m tired, i dint had fun.. time passed slowly and a soon,we decided to catch a movie.. we watched "ERAGON".. its a movie tt i wanted to watch.. but at tt point of time,i'm so exhausted and had a bad headache tt i dint not watch almost the whole show.. its a waste of money,but its still alrite.. i m nt rich but at least i can catch certain part of the show.. the sound effect of the movie is not bad,but b'cux of my headache, it made the pain even more unbearable n my stomeach do not feel gd n i sort of feel lik vomitin, byut the sound effect goes well with the show... the movie is not bad.. after the show,we all head home.. i had a fun-filled day even thou i m dead- beat due th the lack of slp during the tests period, but i feel tt it is all worth it and the fun+memories gained after had covered all that.. enjoyed myself alot.. thnx eveyone!! u guys are juz simply great.. :)

class GathEriNg

2006-12-16T18:55:00.000+08:00

2 dec 2006

had a class gathering at pasir ris.. mani of us turn up. at first was rather boring and worried tt it might rain b'cux there's a slight drizzle when we first arrived.. hah.. luckily, the drizzle stop and the rain was away.. if not it will be a waste and perhaps we will be sad?? hahah... as time passed, more and more pple turn up and soon we start our bbq.. the guys start the bbq first but no food was on the table.. (no offence to the guys)its b'cux they bqb the food and ate it at the same time..its oso gd b'cux they are not sure if we r hungry and want to eat anot(they r not pple who dun bbq food for us, they will do it for us if we want)..hahaha.. soon, girls took over and we prepare the food for both guys and girls.. the guys should take a break le 4 they are the ones who started the fire..as the time passed slowly and meaningfulli, mani more pple came.. even manage to see pple whom we seldom see due to our own busi schedules- projects,studies and work.. we catch up with one another.. a fun-filled day.. i enjoyed myself at the end of the day.. initially i dint want to go already.. lucky i dint not give it a missed or i might have regret it.. hahhaahha....

lost 4eva-only memories

2006-12-16T18:44:00.000+08:00

28 NOv 2006
its a sad day for me.. i dint realise that i had lost a precious pen of mine.. mani pple will think tt its juz a pen, but it mean a lot to mi for its bought by a special person in my life(not bf but is a special someone). i treasure that pen a lot and was reali sad n blamed myself for being careless and not responsible 4 my own stuffs.. its a total lost n a lost forever.. even though i can simply get another one to lie to myself tt its bought by tt person, but i know tt its definitely not the same and i will surely be more sad as a result of this 'white lie?' thats y, i can only keep the precious memories in my heart forever.. haiz.. lost n the worst, i am not even sure where i dropped it or is it i lend it to a friend.. its realy a loss to be.. :(

caN i COpe??

2006-11-29T00:48:00.000+08:00

its been some time since i last leave a entry here le.. realli busi the past weeks.. sch have started alrdy.. its a reali busi semester,... this semester, i oso have problems wakin up.. quite a number of times late 4 tutorials.. but nt always is overslpt.. overslpt oso dint reali late.. its actuali the bus that causes mi late.. haha.. ops!! i m so bad that i blamed the bus.. but its sumtimes due to the heavy flow of traffic that result in a jam.. haix.. okie dun say bout this le or it will nv end..

schoolwork is reali busi?? or perhaps it just lies within me.. have to juggle so muck work all at one shot.. just need a better time management i guez... hahha.. cant reali cope with certain modules espEcially MacroEcons... haix,.. reali dun know how.. but i know i will nt give up jux lik tt.. will tink of a way to overcome eveything.. i mux nt give up. hahhahhh.. .jia you to myself..

eNjoYmenT and shIoK

2006-11-18T02:33:00.001+08:00

a busi day but a dinner with frenz kill all the tiredness that i have felt throughout the day.. hahah.. my frenz went to shop for things first while i mit them later bcux i end sch ltr and oso nid to go grandma house get some stuff.. hahah.. :) mit them and we walk from plaza singapura to taka.. at there jux walk for a short while b4 we head 4 seoul garden.. we discuss n compromise b4 we finali agree on seoul garden as there are few of us cravin for it.. we ate 4 lik nearly 2 hrs.. hahaha we might be gallions(nt sure spell correct a not),meanin we eat too much??or lik mayb hoe mani days nv eat??hahh.. bt its oso bcux we go oli once in a wile n is oso lik frenz gatherin even though dere r oli 4 of us.. we still had fun.. we ate, talk, laugh n joke.. so fillin, that we r all complaining full.. we took ... . quite a lot of food??? no no .. cant reali say bahx.. hahah.. we at dere till lik 10plus.. after left, we walk out, i m so lucky that i met my working colleagues.. furthermore,is they call mi..i dint notice..we den chat for a while n i left cux nt nice to let frenz wait so long.. hahah... we took bus home from orchard.. its lik my first time takin bus home from orchard.. hahahh.. .oki, shall end here.. update again.. miss my sec frenz... n oso my first 3 mths jc frenz... u guys simply rox ",)

me, an idiot(i think so)

2006-11-02T17:38:00.000+08:00

why is it that i m so stupid,so slow in my thinking when my 6th sense already told mi this thing months ago?? i reali dun wan to believe it that i m being lied to(in a way or another)?? i even ask the person thro the letters which i wrote bout 3 pieces of paper.. after he read,msg mi and dint say much n ask if i wants to tink again,sort out my tinkin n all first b4 letting him KnoW a not.. its regardin he n another girl..he says that he treats the girl as a veri gd friend, but my 6th sense told mi that its more than frenz.. they r lik 2gether.. but the fren nv say anithin n say he oli treats the girl as a close frien.. i dun believe cux my 6th sense is veri accurate..2dae,i finali prove my 6th sense rite.. i found out by myself.. i hated the person.. i m lik n idiot lorx..why is it that i believe that close friend of mine€??
ignore the times he helped mi in the past.. i will oli rmb the times he helped mi n i oso dun wan contact that person le.. make mi felt stupid for believing.. why is it that its lik tt( my life, my hardship,my realtives,aunties n nw 1 of the mani close friends whom i trust as well as pour my hearts too?)

me,juli,myself

2006-11-02T17:25:00.000+08:00

its been a while since i last update my blog.. now, i m here to update myself. these past few wks in fact mearin a month, i hAve seen,face,realise n overcome numerous things.mostly is thro my work that all these took place.. one impt thing i realise is that when i m in a reali desperate nid for support and help,closest kin is not dere to help mi,but in fact,they condemn,look down n even pour mi wet water.. its my frenz that stand by me.. i dun say its all but at least i knOw i can rely on my friends when i m havin difficulty as well as when i needed a pillar to lean on.. this made me reali disappointed and think alot of things..why is it that closest kin cant support u,especiali ur guardian,who is suppose to be by ur side, ur aunties, relatives and all.y is it that they despise my job n even think tt i cant make it???? y??? y is it lik tt??or perhaps i shld say,y is my life so tough?mayb even, y do i have to suffer so much as well as overcome so much obstacles in this phrase of my life..i reali hated it. there are certain times that i wanted 2 give up on my life.but i cant do it cux dere r mani mani things i haven accomplised yet.i juz cant bear to leave jux yet and i haven prove all of them wrong.. no matter how much they despise,condemn,pour wet blanket,look down on this job of mine,nor mi, i will nt give up..i will definitely make it.even if i have regrets in the future, i will nt blame myself,nt even myself.. for i KnoW,this is the decision n path that i have chosen to take n m prepared for wateva mishap that will happen down the road.i mUZ mAke It.. jIAyou,myself.!!

stressed n worried

2006-10-25T00:35:00.000+08:00

i m feelin stressed out bout my works.. haix.. is it bcux i m havin various part-tome jobs??
hmm.. i m tinkin so but i cant do anithin ofri m nt thw person hu can concentrate on jus one job.hahah.. mayb u can say tt i m overworkin or sumthing, but i m jux this kind of person.. thats y now facin stress... haix.. sch oso start le n nite class one sub endin soon le but mi dun seem to kNow MUCH.. oso duNNo how.. hahahah... next wed cant attend my nite class cux HAvin BTT.. hopefulli can pass at the first time den can go for advance theory
\hahaha... den mux oso try to plan my own time table in order for mi to figure my nite class stuff.. ahhah.. reali scared cant figure our.. but tink shkd can figure out bahx.. someone, hopefuli can help mi analyse.. hahah..

BAcK to scHoOl

2006-10-24T23:29:00.000+08:00

23 oct 06

have been lookin towards this veri day for a long time.. not too used to a completely no hw nor projects the holidaes.. ReaLi caNt get used To it.. therefOre Have BeEn kIpin mYseLf buSi thro worKIn.. hhaha.. 2dae was tHE firSt Dae OF semester 2 N Hav 2 tak bUses BAck to Sch.. KinDa nt used to it cux thro'out the holi nv step into the sch compound at all.. HAha..den nt used to gg for lec as well.. but i feel veri hApi when get to mit bacK my cLaSsmAtes N frenz..we Chat n Have LAughter.. my whOle HolI i dint manage to mit up with them nor attended the clAsS gathering.. *sod Sob* But its alRite will still HAve cHAnce.. perhAps they will tinK i m a workaholic which i wUn deny, but i wun agree completely too as I HAve my reasons.. my apologies to my ClassmaTEs as well as the bdae boi whom Bbq i caNt make it.. owe u a present, my friend!hha... will hAve more time to spend with u guys this semester le, cux i HAve decided not to work during the weekdays LE.. will oli work during the weekends.. if i gt no choice, den might work on weekdays , but no wories for i wun kip not nt joining u all for mayb activities.. shall HAve fuN with u guys.its my loss 4 Nt spendin quality times with u guys.. .

memories

2006-09-24T22:08:00.000+08:00

on fri, we r all invited back to suntec theatre.. there r alot of pple till the theatre is so fully filled that some of them have to sit on the stairs.. but no matter where one is sitting, we still have a good view of the pictures n video taken.. the staff showed it to us.. its reminisce us of the time spent.. its one of a million memories that can nv b replaced.. HAHA... ,mayb i m exagerating.. ?? not too sure either, but 4 mi,its true. . hmm.. on that day itself, we r given the imf certificate. .to my surprise, we can keep the imf pass cux initially they said nid return in exchange for the cert.. haha.. cux i oso wan to kip it.. for memory.. we den had sumthing lik cocktail reception n our manager took photos with us as well as for us, ranging from ballroom group, meeting rooms group all the way till room service groups.. its reali fun. .even we staff cum frenz oso took photos with one another.. HAHAHehehe... got a little token from my meetin rooms captains.. realii hapi n unexpected.. they r all gd captains who gave us chance, trust n taught us stuff that we do nt know... after that , a group of us under IMFC went out.. hahh....

nO more worries! NO more PresSurE!

2006-09-24T21:43:00.000+08:00

the IMF thingy r finali over. .can relax n perhaps try to get my sLP back.. have been gettin veri veri little slp due to the time i start n end work n oso to rush 4 my night class.. the IMF thing is n eye-opener for me.. i learn various things n oso discover certain things for myself.. the best part was that i made new frenz n oso get to know a little more for F&B line.. hahahhha......mayb to mi is learn more cux i stop 4 quite a while den went back 2 work cux of the IMF.. this is oso a veri major event to b held in singapore this yr as well as in the century or perhaps in the history of singapore.. i felt veri fortunate to b given this veri golden opportunity to work during the 2 wks of IMF.. thnx alot to suntec singapore.. i will miz n treasure the time n days i have spent with the various captains n staff for the meeting n ballroom sections.. although its oli for few days at each part of suntec singapore, i truly had my fair share of fun, joy, happiness n 'sorrow'... haha... thmnx a lotss to those that had revolve in my life during that period of time.. hopefully we cAN Have that kind of experience again n oso outings being organise.. reali wish that all of us can becum closer frenx n kip in touch.. miz u guys n gals... TAke Car3 n mit up soon!! frenz 4eva... u guys RocKx :)

piSSed OFF!! sick of it man!!!

2006-09-13T23:40:00.000+08:00

haix.. damn disappointed with one of my job the manager.. so freaking unreasonable.. N... .not the least bit understandin.. will be busi workin for the IMF-WB thingy n did told them b4 hand tt for bout 2 wks wun b able to work dere but....... still wan us to work at least one day.. isnt it damn super duper not understanding?? haix... we will b lik so tired after workin for the imf.. its lik once in ur life time experience n the one n oli chance yet, they tink tt imf is nt tt impt.. i kNoe their business is oso impt.. but if they nv spare a thought for us n tink in tt way, wat if we fall ill or perform badly for the IMF thing, wouldnt it leave in the delegates a veri bad impression?? this event will b a markin in singapore history in the century. . so its a veri impt event.. Cannot afford for ANY MISTAKES.. .haix.. duNNo waT to do.. mAke mi super disappointed n feel tt its veri unreasonable.. reali hAve the urge of nt workin tt job again.. i mean if the othert time i told u tt i wun b able to work 4 2 wks n u feel tt it cant poosible work, den u shldnt hav said ok
arGhhh........................!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

mY trIp

2006-09-10T21:11:00.000+08:00

its been a while since i last update my blog.. hah.. i have cum back from malaysia on the 8th sep, fri.. reached s'pore at arnd 9pm despite leavin dere at bout 2pm, the time tt i board the coach.. its a rather long n boring journey back to s'pore.. slp almost throughout the journey.. i went dere on the 6th of sep,wed mornin.. went to genting aND KL
shop alot no matter i m in genting or Kl.. but the things in genting r more expensive as compared to KL.. its oso more coolin in genting.. hahahahahha... Kl oso shopped alot n is much more than in genting.. haha.. .went to numerous shopping 'centres'.. bought mani clothes for myself.. tt means i had fulfil my purpose in gg malaysia.. hahahhaha... perhaps i m crazi????? hmm.. tt i wont deny cuix i go dere to shop for clothes.. hahah... ur might b thinkin y i cant shop in s'pore rite?? a pity is tt i could not played the roller coaster. reached genting tt time, it was raining heavily.. haix.. sad but stil ok lAhx.. at least i can still shop.. so nt reali wasted.. hahahha... hope to go again mayb in dec. but perhaps wif frenz.. hahah.. .or if can go indonesia see see oso can.. hahahhaha....

Ph3w'' FinAli!!

2006-09-02T18:33:00.000+08:00

finali my exams r OvEr.. can Now plAy, work, relAx n hav fun Le.. HHahahah..",] when exams r cumin, nida study n csnt have tt much fun.. ends on thurs.. haix.. its a pity i cant make it back to my sec sch. .when we r allowed to leave the sports hall, my sec sch events have already ended.. den cant go back.. by the time i reach back, dere will be no one le.. so, another alternative is to go out.. haha... went out with 1 of my sec sch fren,wrkin frenx n jc fren whom i know in jc his god sisn my sis went ice skate.its my first time!!!! i'm lik, oh my god!! i just simply have the mindset of not fallin down cux its lik damn paisei lorx... hahah.. when i first step on the ice, its lik, hard lor.. cant balance, den i kip on holdin on to the bar.. so tt wun fall.. but will slowly slowly try.. then i start to have a bit of balance n get the hang of it.. but still scared scared lahx.. we gt lik hold hands n skate together .. my sis n frenz fall down in the process n i haven fall.. so my frenz(boys) r tryin to mak mi fall, but i jux simply have the mindset of not fallin.. hahha.. when till the end, a while more b4 we wan to leave, i n my fren decided to skate, we hold hands n skate.. started out was fine, so we slowly increase our speed as we skate.. soon, i start to lose balance, den fell... haix.. paisei lorx.. hahah.. .one fren feel tt i m losin balanxe, he quickly use another hand to hold on to mi, but i still fell.. perhaps its fated i shld fall too?? hahah.. cux the 3 girls all fall le except mi.. tat makes the 2 guys dint fall.. hahah.. cant blame as they r better than us.. hhaha... but aniway i have fun n did enjoy myself.. haha.. wan go again.. hahah... i wan to learn to have better balance den wun fall again next time.. hahahahahahhehheheheeheh!!!!!!

Pain pAin n MOre PAin

2006-08-20T20:05:00.000+08:00

i m feeling painful.. fell down ytd n its rather serious.. hahh.... i went vack to my pri sch to do some volunteerism stuff-by givin tuition. in addition, oso help train them 4 their upcumin sports day. although we r short of participants, some of them still dun wan to coorporate.. in order to make 2 girls run. .i n my fren ran after them.. but bcux i m wearin slipper, it tends to b a litle slippery. as a result, i fell.. the impact is bad.. sickening man!!! haix.. it hurtz terribly lorx.. while walkin, it hurts a bit.. then when do the washin of wound, its painful but... no choice nid to tolerate the pain.. sad........ but nvm .. sure can heal de... nida mug for exams some more. hope fully can finish my revision on time... suffering the pain.. while readin thro my past entry in my diary, tears started streakin down my cheek without mi realisin it.. hmm.. .

FrEAKiNg Out.. ^.^

2006-08-17T16:23:00.001+08:00

feelin stress 2dae as tml is the deadline for the comm skill proj le... rushing to complete it.. lucky tutorial end slightly earli den stay in the com lab to do it with group members.. do till half n hr b4 lec start, 2 go had a break first while i n another one stayed behind to continue doin for we r running out of time already.. we do till lec start stil in the lab.. bout 20 mins ltr after printing certain things tt we hadd adjusted cux the com lik gt some prob.. couldnt saved the stuffs.. we bcame frustrated cux we r late.. furthermore, its a revision lec 2dae.. our study break is next wk.. once done, i headed to the lec theatre.. its lik half way thro le.. but nvm, the lecturer is lik refering to the lec notes to revise with us.. my mind is lik oli worrying bout te proj .. its a big headache... hahaha.. after lec ended , my fren n i went lab to continue doin the stuff tt we had left out.. luckily oli nid a bit of things,... nt tt much or will faint sia... hahhahah... we complete our studd rather fast.. hmm.... nw can cast proj aside le.. nida focus on my revision le... mux do well le... so far my coursework grades are lik all Bs.. sickening.. gt 2 shld have gotten A de.. nvm.. mux try my best for the exams... Hhahahhaha,,.... jia you! jiayou! jiayou!!! -.-"

aFter a long Wait

2006-08-16T15:53:00.000+08:00

hello , hi and Heys to my frenz out dere who thinks tt m,y blog is rotting.. have been reaLI busi the past couples of months, juggling studies, work and also rushing the last project wich is to b due on fri.. sickening... exams cumin still nid rush the proj.. dunno if i will have enought time to complete my revision a not... HAiz.. Wat if i fail den how??? muz score well.. den my night claz also a prob.. gt some stuff dun quite understand also... den the teacher is lik teaching so fast n tends to repeat himself sia.. hahaha... . .

8 august 2006
its a day where i had lost of fun.. .went out with my sec sch frenz.. dere are ten over of us.. we went to marina bay to had steamboat... its been a long whiole since numerous of us had met each other.. we walked in to the place for steamboat bcux the bus stop is filled with lots of pple.. half of us walk in first while few of us stayed behind to wait for one ,more fren cux she is late.. while enjoying the meal halfway, dere the fireworks spark off.. a few of us run to the field to watch n enjoy the firewoeks.. its reali damn fantastic.. the nicerst fireworks i've eva seen.. .its reali .... INCREDIBLE!!! hahahah.. am i exaggerating??? hmm.. mayb.\??? but to mi its nt cux its reali reali superb.. after it ended, of course we went back to enjoy our meal.. by ten plus, we left n walked back to marina bay mrt station.. while walkin, some of us natural started singing.. hahah... its extremely fun,.. . by the time we reach the station, its like alreadya 11plus.. about 2 or 3 went home while the remaining of us head for pool.. we played till like 2 plus.. and all of us walked hoem.. the "night" air is cooling and freshing... hahahah..
shall update again after exams.. all the bez for the exams, my frenz.. . ',>
to be continued.....

Here 2 UpDat3..

2006-07-15T20:56:00.000+08:00

hey my Dear frenz.. hello.. .its been quite some time since i last update my blog.. i have been rather busi and stuff.. hahah.. finali find a time to update le..

2dae is the last day 4 the bsg inter class captain's ball competition.. it starts since thurs wif 21 classes n all the way 2 2dae wif oli 5 classes. our class pple r reali gd tt we made our way till dis far. reali hapi we dint let our careperson nor the president of bsgig down. she is from our claz 1B10.. hahaha. :) we had a match first 2 determine which claz will play in the final.. lucky we made it 2 da final wif 30-8.. its a reali exciting match.. when in the final, da claz we played against is veri strong.. but nevertheless, we put up a strong fight. despite losing to them n clinchin the first runner up position, we still done our claz proud. and its oso a veri close fight. we oli lost 2 them 2 balls. so its nt tt bad. rite?? haha...

13 july 06
2dae is da first adventure club trainin tt i m attendin.. its lik i hav been waitin 4 dis day 4 a veri long time le.. although its my 1st trainin, i find it still ok. thnx 2 floorball trainin tt we had a lot of running tt when we nid run run 4.3km, i m still ok... hahah.. even though its a veri long distant, i m reali glad tt i m able 2 finish it.. i was lik, oh my god, run tt distant???? hahah.. .den after tt, we did lik inclince pull up, 50 push-ups n crunches each.. haha... tired but still ok.. after trainin, my fren's brother cum fetch her den @ da same time send mi 2 my destination where i will b mitin my frenz.. reali thankful 2 tt fren of mine. thankx a lot, my fren. ",)

12 july 06
wat shld i say 4 this day?? i m nt too sure either. jux tt da floornall captain send mi a msg sayin tt i dint make it 4 da final cut.. hhah.... although i dint make it, i m nt sad at all.. cux i have sort of already decide to quit floorball after the floorball carnival on july 8 n 9.. but i n the end i decided 2 wait 4 them 2 cut the playwers n tell mi tt i dint mak it cux i hav afterall went 4 da match le.. so its lik can say i m prepared 4 it too. haha.. i may b bad, but i at least i wun let the team down if i manage 2 get in. aniwae, the floorball rocks. i have learnt mani things bout floorball n oso had a lot of fun dere.. thnx a lot 4 givin mi memories n oso the fun tt i had.. u guys mux train hard k??

Ch3erS >.<

filled with fun n laughter

2006-06-15T22:41:00.000+08:00

hey frenz... 2dae is one of my next bez day in tp after the foc thingy.. reali enjoyed myself even though there r games tt made us reali "lose our face" hahah.. but its all for the sake of fun n to bond us as one.. nv regret joinin it n turnin up for it despite mi still havenm recover fully cux sick on tues.. suddenly gt high fever n i m lucky i nv make it for my floorball match cux mornin nt feelin well le.. if nt dunNo how... thnx god cux i nv xpect to have fever despite knowin tt i m sick ... haix.. wonder how the matches went.. :( cant go!! but nvm... haix... will have more chances i guez?? aniwae, back to my topic... i went for the bgsig thingy.. although it took almost my entire day n i felt tired after tt ( mux b bcux i m sick) , i still had lots of fun n enjoy myself.. we had scavenger hunt which is reali fun, excited, humorous, humiliated n so on, but on the overall, its damn challengin.. can u imagine, we had 100 over of choices t choose from to c which one we wan to do.. hahhahaah.... and we oso had to tink of a performance wich is the last item for the day... our grp is damn fantastic i can say, especially to the gls... haHa.. .the dance was damn fun.. hahah... hope can have more of this kind of things but hopefully the games can b modified... Hahhahaha.. .
upon hearin all these, my dear frenz out dere, r ur feelin the itchyness( as in to try out these games n find out wat dey were)?? pls do nt tink dirty k?? the games r clean n it realii test ur guts n if u sprotin enuf... hahah... end of post, will update more next time.. MIz u, my dear frenz... hope to c of all ur soon!! do tak care n enjoy the remainin of ur holdays.. :)

sick n TirEd of Life

2006-06-11T03:02:00.000+08:00

2dae is a tiring day.. the friendly match with the yjc team was gd.. dey r damn strong n can reali defence.. we lost to them terribly but overall its a veri nice game.. n the most imptly we noe wher our flaws r.. i realli lik it although its fun n xcitin.. hahah.. .

the heading is nt 4 this.. hha.. its for another thing tt mak mi feel tt im sick of life ;[... doesnt seem to have much of a meanin after a majoy thing happen in my life.. thought i can turn my life arnd, but nw tt things have moved on to such a state, i m nt sure how long i can tolerate it b4 i do something, silly????? who can xplain to mi wat does life mean n wat does it reali mean live life to the fullest?? is it owis true tt adult will nv understand wat we r actuali feelin deep down in our heart n tt dey nv spare a thought for us?? tt dey r 4eva doin the rite thing??? i czant xplain it to myself.. but to mi, dere r adults out dere hu r able to put himself/herself in my shoes.. dey r able to giv me neta advice.. n... analyse the whole situation but some simply cant.. i jux dun understand y... :( tink i will jux end here for nw.. .haix... gal hu is sick of life!!