Saturday, September 06, 2008
6 September 2008, Satit been the same.. weekends are simply just bored and all.. for few weekends especialli sat, i have been staying at home.. its either work den come home or merely at home the entire day.. is feeling bored.. this week is especialli bad.. been feeling moodless almost everyday tt on certain days including today, simply had no mood to go work nor do anithing.. things seems to be driftin n meaningless to miie.. the relationship between us oso seems different.dunno how to explain but it just doesnt seem to be like b4.had been having quarrels almost everyday or perhaps should term it as talk?? because of an external matter, which is not internal(exactly between us), that made miie feel miserable, sad, moodless and even feeling very difficult.there seems to b a barrier between us, and i doubt it can be solved.. also, when he meet his friends to go out, he will meet them earli and spent the whole entire day with them.. and, its realli entire day from earli afternoon lik 1plus to middle of the night, like 1plus-2am.. its when, he meet miie, will be lik late afternoon or evenin and 4 jus a mere few hrs oli, with phone calls interrupting.. and, when his fren had last min changes, he can oso make it on time without being late.but when he goes out with miie, he is always late.. n the time is not pust earlier but later and later.. i jus feel very unfair in a way.. haix. perhaps its juz my fate?? i dunno.. reallie exhausted at times n feel like takign a long, long break or hurt myself further.. worst, i think i had develop phobia 4 something bcux of this.. i reali duno how m i suppose to tak it.. it juz seems 2 much to bear nor take it!!at certain times, i will jus hurt myself.. i reali dunno wat 2 do.. lost n unsure of the road ahead..
5:22:00 PM
about me!
a simple girl who likes to dream of certain things that might be impossible
aims high and hav numerous aspirations.. wonder if it can be fulfilled
LIKES
sports- canoeing,badminton,swimming
listening to music
read magazines/storybooks
shopping, blogging
Webmiss:
juliana
Since:
11 jan 1988
temasek polytechnic
majoring in marketing
hopes to get into university
Singapore
:)
TRYING to LIKE ?
hmm.. not veri sure.. but for now, it will be the......
havin to have ample time to cope with researches and personal commitmentbr>
likin the hectic n packed life of mine which i have carved out??
! >-.-<"
wants!
obtain excellent grades in poly
get myself in a place in U
treasuring my boyfriend till the time that beholds......... eternity(",>
have a good health
hopes miracles will happen
more efficient time management
to get a position of my ideal ambition
CANT live WITHOUT
u r my love
the one who is able to understand me
the one who can comfort n calm mi down
the one who is able to talk sense into me
the one who can give me words of wisdom and advice
the one who will shower me with love,care and concern
the one who will tolerate mi when i'm stressed and fed up about projects or other stuffs
i have found u n will treasure u till the last i breathe..
thank 4 being undeerstanding n giving in to mi at times...
no one can replace the special position that i have kept u in
i luv n miss ya <3
exits ?
credits!
archives!
