Wednesday, September 24, 2008
24 sep 2008is is already the third week of my attachment but, i do not seem very happie.. haix.. wonder how am i supposed to say it.. i had to do daily routine like readin of newspapers and magazines to keep myself updated of what the competitors are doing or are promoting currently which i feel is alright. it helps me to know what is going on instead of juz the company that i am in.i m oso given the opportunity to see how a roadshow is set-up and gain more knowledge on what is expected of a roadshow, the procedures and what are certain restrictions.. also, these few days n few days last week, i am jus simply focusing on doin the translation apart from looking thro the newspapaers and magazines except the roadshow which i went to and also given the opportunity to be in a so-called meeting where 2 pple promote a new mechanism to do with advertising. haha.. it indeed keep me updated about the what the market are doing. however, i do not feel reali happie dere thou the staffs are not bad.. i wish that i can be given an opportunity to assist in doin up the advertisement and/or think of the words to be inserted. haix, but, the person in-charge oli ask the same person 2 assist him.. i do wish i can help too to gain knowledge.. in order to make myself feel beta, i think of various excuses like maybe he wants the same person to assit so that it will be consistent and all.. haix.. hope it will be beta as the days passed, and tt, i can realii be given the opportunity.. oh well, what can i say??? is it fated??
8:54:00 PM
Saturday, September 20, 2008
its has been more than a week since the start of attachment.. had been doing things similar things everyday in order to better understand the competitors.. like wat dey are doing or promoting concurrently.. and also the kind of promotions that are newly launched.. also, do calls, cut and file articles.. thou it seems madane, but, it is able to provide miie knowledge wif what the competitors have.. n,can understand roughly how often an ad by a particular competitor will publicised in a week n usuali in what kind of channel.. however, i hope that i will be given a chance to assist with the editing of the advertisement that is to be published..as i feel this will b a learning journey for miie n oso understand how is the process like in doing up an advertisement... despite this, i am feeling sad n a little moodless as he has enlist for ns on tues.. a pity i couldnt sent him dere as i had to work.. nevertheless, i felt glad n happie tt at least i made n effort to meet him on mon evenin.. we spent some time tgt till night as i had to go work the next day n he had to wake up reali earli to report earli the next morning... felt sad as about 2 weeks cant see him n will not know when he will be free... thus, can oli wait for him 2 contact miie.. but, i will still drop him msg 2 allow him 2 know what i had been doin or where i had gone to during the day so tt he will not worry 4 miie.. do not want to add on to his stress level as he will be tiring n also needs time to adapt to it.. mux take care n drink lotsa water, with ample rest if u can..i miss u..
8:11:00 PM
Monday, September 08, 2008
sep 8, 2008, Mondayit s been an earli rise n shine as i had to head back to sch for the SIP launch.. we had a briefing by director, new course manager, on sip reuirement by a lecturer and oso know our compnay as well as our liaison officer(LO).. we are oso able to ask questions which we r unsure of.. my friends and i are all posted to different company in various locations.. however, i felt reali lucky tt i was posted to a company with one of my friend. i should be hapi as i nid not travel veri far thou its in the east are.. and,its still within the travelling distance(bus) like perhaps 30-40 mins? but, i will nid to change bus.. nevertheless, i should be gladful tt its a well-known company.. hope tt i will be expose to meaningful life-skills from the real-working world.. after the briefing all ended, my frenz, pearl, cait, char, becky n mk went for lunch at cafe cartel at TM.. cait n miie ordered a main course plus a salad and share.. heheh... we oso chat n had laughter.. we oso did a little shopping n after tt, we head home as all of us are tired... things had been better between us as we talked things out and i learn to be more patient.. also, i learnt to understand things, perhaps from a different angle and will try to accommodate and compromise in different kind of situations.. felt better now, as i'm not soooo at a loss.. hope things can be even better, perhaps be like the past before such matter cropped up tt lead to miie feeling veri miserable nor xing ku in the past one week like tt... will appreciate n treasure what i had and try to look further into the further than cling on to the past...
3:17:00 PM
Saturday, September 06, 2008
6 September 2008, Satit been the same.. weekends are simply just bored and all.. for few weekends especialli sat, i have been staying at home.. its either work den come home or merely at home the entire day.. is feeling bored.. this week is especialli bad.. been feeling moodless almost everyday tt on certain days including today, simply had no mood to go work nor do anithing.. things seems to be driftin n meaningless to miie.. the relationship between us oso seems different.dunno how to explain but it just doesnt seem to be like b4.had been having quarrels almost everyday or perhaps should term it as talk?? because of an external matter, which is not internal(exactly between us), that made miie feel miserable, sad, moodless and even feeling very difficult.there seems to b a barrier between us, and i doubt it can be solved.. also, when he meet his friends to go out, he will meet them earli and spent the whole entire day with them.. and, its realli entire day from earli afternoon lik 1plus to middle of the night, like 1plus-2am.. its when, he meet miie, will be lik late afternoon or evenin and 4 jus a mere few hrs oli, with phone calls interrupting.. and, when his fren had last min changes, he can oso make it on time without being late.but when he goes out with miie, he is always late.. n the time is not pust earlier but later and later.. i jus feel very unfair in a way.. haix. perhaps its juz my fate?? i dunno.. reallie exhausted at times n feel like takign a long, long break or hurt myself further.. worst, i think i had develop phobia 4 something bcux of this.. i reali duno how m i suppose to tak it.. it juz seems 2 much to bear nor take it!!at certain times, i will jus hurt myself.. i reali dunno wat 2 do.. lost n unsure of the road ahead..
5:22:00 PM
Tuesday, September 02, 2008
2 September 2008, Tuesday
sambal chili pork
cabbage with tan hoon n dried prawns
bean curd n egg with black pepperit is a rainy day for miie.. been to work, and after work, head to my home nearby supermarket(ntuc) to pirchase some food grocery as i will be preparing dinner for miie, him and my sis.. bought a number of items like pork, cabbage, tan hoon and dried prawns.. haha.. gt home at 5plus n started preparing the food in order to cook it.. sis got home at 5plus to 6pm, but i'm still preparing so she cant eat.. n hav to munch on snacks 1st as she oli ate breakfast. i started cooking the food at 6plus n all 4 dishes was done in about an hour?hahah.. i whip up dishes like cabbage with dried prawns n tan hoon; sambal chili pork and black pepper bean curd with egg and, normal hotdogs with cheese hotdogs.. hmmmmmm...... it was reali delicious.. he said he will reach at 7pluw, however, 5plus called to say 8 plus,as he need to run an arrand, n said will try to reach asap.. despite tt, 9plus, he is still not here...did not even contact to say what time he will be here... after tt, he den called and say he is on his way.. was so angry that i told him he dun hab to come le.. come for what.. said 7plus, den 8plus, 8plus, 9plus not here.. about 9.20 lik tt call to say this.. in the end, reached arnd 10pm.. did not even explain.. its like wth... i cooked dinner for him, this is what i get in return?? i realli cant accept.. the time n effort which i've put in ended with hunger and hurt.. but, arnd 12, his phone ring and its like, i heard the things he said n its reali unbearable for miie to take it... since mon, or perhaps late last wk, it had been lik tt... i reali cant take it..i then told him, u jux go home lah.. if not, i m lik getting blame for nth.. its reali unfair to miie.. we chat, sort of raise my voice and even cried badly..almost broke up bcux emotions are taking over our rational... after talkin n all, i told him to go back.. cant seem to understand why all these had to happen n miie, had to go thru all these, getting blamed n all... realli miserable n hard to absord... feeling very xin ku...
9:01:00 PM
about me!
a simple girl who likes to dream of certain things that might be impossible
aims high and hav numerous aspirations.. wonder if it can be fulfilled
LIKES
sports- canoeing,badminton,swimming
listening to music
read magazines/storybooks
shopping, blogging
Webmiss:
juliana
Since:
11 jan 1988
temasek polytechnic
majoring in marketing
hopes to get into university
Singapore
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TRYING to LIKE ?
hmm.. not veri sure.. but for now, it will be the......
havin to have ample time to cope with researches and personal commitmentbr>
likin the hectic n packed life of mine which i have carved out??
! >-.-<"
wants!
obtain excellent grades in poly
get myself in a place in U
treasuring my boyfriend till the time that beholds......... eternity(",>
have a good health
hopes miracles will happen
more efficient time management
to get a position of my ideal ambition
CANT live WITHOUT
u r my love
the one who is able to understand me
the one who can comfort n calm mi down
the one who is able to talk sense into me
the one who can give me words of wisdom and advice
the one who will shower me with love,care and concern
the one who will tolerate mi when i'm stressed and fed up about projects or other stuffs
i have found u n will treasure u till the last i breathe..
thank 4 being undeerstanding n giving in to mi at times...
no one can replace the special position that i have kept u in
i luv n miss ya <3
exits ?
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sambal chili pork
cabbage with tan hoon n dried prawns
bean curd n egg with black pepper