Monday, May 19, 2008
it was Vesak day today.. everyone was out havin fun... couples will be spending their time tgt.. but, for my n some of my frenz, we decide to hab our project meeting today... at starbucks.. hahah... as we all are busi wif our own stuffs, we all agree to meet today since it was a public holi.. it was alright in the morning till when i left my house.. msg him n instead of replying back, he called mi.... we had a little quarrel over something.. its lik,my day was ruined like tt... but. luckily, the project meetin and discussion wif my groupmates help to salvage my day... we had fun and our discussion lasted 4hours plus.. we discuss on two diff projects... he did msg miie... we were supposed to meet today as he was not workin n all.. however, he said he was gg out wif his mum.. upon seein this, i gt a bit pissed (perhaps i realli dread last min changes n petty???) but jux ignore since i m habin my project so i am not so bothered by it...at 3plus, we ended our project.. and, we girls went shopping.. haha... mi n cait bought 2 pairs of shoes each.. mi bought 2 black pairs n was reali elated.. we den head to cafe cartel to have our late lunch or shld it be call dinner since its arnd 4pm.. ahaha... cait,mi n pearl share two dishes : chicken and mushroom marcaroni, shirlin had crispy pork chop while char n meizhu oso had the chicken n mushroom marcaroni... while waitin for our food, jackson, my fren came over to say hi to mi n cait cux he knew cait too.. he was wif his gf.. we were damn funni.. we told him to bring his gf over to say hi.. he reali bring her over and we exchange greetings and he intro us.. hahah.. reali lucki to see him.. our food arrives.. we were diggin into our food.. it was reali delicious... hahah... by about 5pm, we were done nad so we split ways.. char,mz, shir n pearl went shoppin while cait n mi went home.. chris came n he dropped mi off at pasir ris. thanks chris.. haha.. i then took bus home.. hehehe...in the bus, he call mi again,n i dunno y, we quarrel again n my mood was ruined again.. it was lik, b4 my proj,mood was ruined.. after my day was salvaged, it was ruined again.. thus, here i am, talkin bout diff stuffs... haix... gona do stuffs to make myself forget bout the unhappiness... tmr will be a beta day i belief... by night, my mood was beta as i focus on some other things...
7:33:00 PM
Sunday, May 18, 2008
what is sunday meant to be or for?in my perception, sunday should be a day of relaxation, spent time wif family or even with ur partner if one is in a relationship.. it should be a day filled with happiness or meaningful things.. but how cum majority of my sunday owis ends up the same? its always filled with reali, reali last min changes.. its not the first time from him.. n everytime there are changes on his side, i will be the one having to bear it or accept the last min change... is it being fair to mi??? its reali unfair for mi i feel... its not tt its not meaningful, cux i did some of my own stuffs.. its like everything is decide n said by him... changes oso by him..den in the end, its lik i gt the blame n is my fault... its reali hard to swollen this situation.... can ani1 out thewre understand how i m feeling....??? any1 to giv mi piece of advice?? haix... i reali dunno what i shld do... i m tired... n have to cope wif numerous things.... y??? y?? y??? perhaps i should just focus on doing my stuffs on sunday... so tt i will not be pissed nor had my mood runi for such reason when its not even my fault n i gt the blame from him.. sayin mi being not understanding and all... but... my mood now is beta after i spoke to my friend who gav mi some advice and after some cooling down myself... however, i do not reali wish sunday to always end up like tt... haix.. not my ideal sunday... hopefuli can improve........................................ tired......
8:35:00 PM
about me!
a simple girl who likes to dream of certain things that might be impossible
aims high and hav numerous aspirations.. wonder if it can be fulfilled
LIKES
sports- canoeing,badminton,swimming
listening to music
read magazines/storybooks
shopping, blogging
Webmiss:
juliana
Since:
11 jan 1988
temasek polytechnic
majoring in marketing
hopes to get into university
Singapore
:)
TRYING to LIKE ?
hmm.. not veri sure.. but for now, it will be the......
havin to have ample time to cope with researches and personal commitmentbr>
likin the hectic n packed life of mine which i have carved out??
! >-.-<"
wants!
obtain excellent grades in poly
get myself in a place in U
treasuring my boyfriend till the time that beholds......... eternity(",>
have a good health
hopes miracles will happen
more efficient time management
to get a position of my ideal ambition
CANT live WITHOUT
u r my love
the one who is able to understand me
the one who can comfort n calm mi down
the one who is able to talk sense into me
the one who can give me words of wisdom and advice
the one who will shower me with love,care and concern
the one who will tolerate mi when i'm stressed and fed up about projects or other stuffs
i have found u n will treasure u till the last i breathe..
thank 4 being undeerstanding n giving in to mi at times...
no one can replace the special position that i have kept u in
i luv n miss ya <3
exits ?
credits!
archives!