Tuesday, December 04, 2007
i was unable to go for the A&P revision lec due to my TP.. it was in the mornin.. b4 tt, i had revision with my instructor.. but dunno y, suddenly my control n judgement all wrong.. he den say told mi one thing is tt i'm late for my lesso, thus, leadin to mi being disorietated.. tts y i mixed up everything.. then i'm nervous personaally.. haix.. had about one hr of revision.. den wait for the time to arrived.. my bf was dere wif mi but i'm still nervous.. haix.. butterflies in my stomach as i do nt know which test route i will get n oso whether my tester is gd or bad... and, i do nt hav the least bit of confidence. haix.. soon, the time had arrived n our test route was known n the tester came n call for us.. now, its the time..... oh my god.. i'm like......... shit, nervous nervous... started off wif the circuit.. parallel, directional change, slope, vertical, s-course n cran course.. n oh my.. vertical i made a wrong judgement, stike curb. in my heart, it was lik...... gone gone gone.. .fail alrdy. . den last station, cran course, i turn a liitle late perhaps or speed shld slow down to n even slower slower slower speed.. i dunno.. as i feel tt the speed is alrdy veri slow.. yet, i strike curb while turnin. i reverse, panic n nervous, i 4gt to turn my steering wheel back, move forward, strike again, haix..... till the tester gt to tell mi to turn right. .n i m sure, its a fail.. i even said out,"i know i fail already" however, the tester did not discourage mi, he simply says, " u r doin well". its not a bad thing as he wants mi go on with the test.. mine, was test route 3.. it will turn to a small road, so on n so forth. .it was gd all along except tt at 1 traffic light i delayed in movin off.. n when turnin back into the centre, dere is a manwalkin in.. my speed had slowed down, n i m in lane... however.......................................... (hmm... i shall nt mention le... ) damn sad... i gt a tick for immediate failure... sad sad sad .................. but................ haix......... wat can i do........ i cant do anithin now.. its a reality.. .i merely had to face it n take my TP AGAIN>>>>>> haix................. disappointed but at least i knew n expected it... so........... can oli had myself to blame.....
9:37:00 PM
about me!
a simple girl who likes to dream of certain things that might be impossible
aims high and hav numerous aspirations.. wonder if it can be fulfilled
LIKES
sports- canoeing,badminton,swimming
listening to music
read magazines/storybooks
shopping, blogging
Webmiss:
juliana
Since:
11 jan 1988
temasek polytechnic
majoring in marketing
hopes to get into university
Singapore
:)
TRYING to LIKE ?
hmm.. not veri sure.. but for now, it will be the......
havin to have ample time to cope with researches and personal commitmentbr>
likin the hectic n packed life of mine which i have carved out??
! >-.-<"
wants!
obtain excellent grades in poly
get myself in a place in U
treasuring my boyfriend till the time that beholds......... eternity(",>
have a good health
hopes miracles will happen
more efficient time management
to get a position of my ideal ambition
CANT live WITHOUT
u r my love
the one who is able to understand me
the one who can comfort n calm mi down
the one who is able to talk sense into me
the one who can give me words of wisdom and advice
the one who will shower me with love,care and concern
the one who will tolerate mi when i'm stressed and fed up about projects or other stuffs
i have found u n will treasure u till the last i breathe..
thank 4 being undeerstanding n giving in to mi at times...
no one can replace the special position that i have kept u in
i luv n miss ya <3
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