Friday, December 28, 2007
i am reali wondering how much longer can i take it.. when is it tt i will break down?? ytd?? i almost cant tak it le, and the pressure n stress is simply to much for mi to bear.. why mux additional stressed and complications of other matters arised at such a point in time?? WHY????? i dun understand. i dun voiced out anithin doesnt mean tt i dun nt hab my own stand or tt i totally agree wif wat had being said in terms of diff pple viewpoints... i dint voiced out anithin as i do nt wan more complications to arise or in other words make the situation worst.. BUT........... shld understand how i m feelin.. its not simply sayin "3 mths is not long" 3 mths is not tt short as how its being emphasize.. diff pple hab diff thinkin n perspectives of whether 3 mths is short or long... so it can be determined neither can it b decided by a person or few to say it n want others to feel the same.. its nv true for most things.. as pple thinks n reacts differently.. haix,.. y mux a decision be made when a decision had alrdy been decided..?? whats the point of havin a discussions when things have alrdy been finalised n cant b changed..?? hav been fied n instructions mux b followed.. shldnt hav said discussed when one's mind hav been fixed to the decision alrdy.. its pointless! pointless! pointless! i hate it when what had been discussed is indeed useless, redundant.. the feelings that i am experiencing is reali hard to bear n guex no one will understand what i going thro.. the pressure level tt i had been gg thro the past few days, castin aside the necessary pressure from projs n IJs.. this matter is addin unnecessary pressure to mi.. is it a need to make things turn out lik tt, makin it seem lik, there's no room fro discussion??? who will spare a thought for mi if i spare a thought for others?? it wun be fair if oli one party is compromising... haix.....i reali dunno.. if i reali can take it no more, i will definitely breakdown.. have sort of breakdown ytd night le.. too mani things had been happening n y of all period, NOW?? its lik i m tryin to focus on sch stuffs yet these falls in, makin mi moodless to do anithin.. hav to worry n think bout this matter... thanks to all my frenz for being there for mi, comforting mi n assuring mi bout things. givin mi the strength n support tt i much needed at this moment.. n there is oso the special u, supportin mi no matter what, as long as my decision is right.. thank alot for frenz who chat with mi, be it msn, phone or msg.. i reali reali appreciate it...
4:53:00 PM
about me!
a simple girl who likes to dream of certain things that might be impossible
aims high and hav numerous aspirations.. wonder if it can be fulfilled
LIKES
sports- canoeing,badminton,swimming
listening to music
read magazines/storybooks
shopping, blogging
Webmiss:
juliana
Since:
11 jan 1988
temasek polytechnic
majoring in marketing
hopes to get into university
Singapore
:)
TRYING to LIKE ?
hmm.. not veri sure.. but for now, it will be the......
havin to have ample time to cope with researches and personal commitmentbr>
likin the hectic n packed life of mine which i have carved out??
! >-.-<"
wants!
obtain excellent grades in poly
get myself in a place in U
treasuring my boyfriend till the time that beholds......... eternity(",>
have a good health
hopes miracles will happen
more efficient time management
to get a position of my ideal ambition
CANT live WITHOUT
u r my love
the one who is able to understand me
the one who can comfort n calm mi down
the one who is able to talk sense into me
the one who can give me words of wisdom and advice
the one who will shower me with love,care and concern
the one who will tolerate mi when i'm stressed and fed up about projects or other stuffs
i have found u n will treasure u till the last i breathe..
thank 4 being undeerstanding n giving in to mi at times...
no one can replace the special position that i have kept u in
i luv n miss ya <3
exits ?
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