DilEm@

its been a few days since i last update... i am now in a dilema.. do nt know if i shld or shld not quit canoeing.. i m so stressed up about projects too.. hmm... wat shld i do???

i lik canoeing but...... there are too mani trainings and most of my time is given to canoeing even though there are some trainings i din turn up due to certain reasons.. there r certain point i wanted to giv up bcux i feel tt i m so occupied tt i dun hab much time 4 my studies/tuition/work nor hab enuf time 2 rest.. my life n time seems so packed up... but, on the other hand, i dun reali wish to giv up as i hab alrdy put in quite a lot of effort n time... i feel tt if i giv up, it will be veri wasteful.. likewise, if i stay on, i might not know how long more i can last.. so wat shld i do???
i realii not sure.. perhaps i believe time can decide 4 mi?? i dun hate canoe neither the trainings... i simply feel tt it might be due to the mani commitments tt i hab.. i m not too sure... hmm....nid time to decide n see how deep my passion n interest 4 canoein is despite knowin tt i have interest n a likin for canoe... my dear frenz, i know some of u hab alrdy given mi ur advise as well as words of wisdom, however, i still wpuld lik to think it through thoroughly 4 fear of cumin 2 a decision tt i might cum 2 regret.. thanks alot, my dear frenz.. <>