25 may 2007, friday
its a sad day 4 mi.. the election results is out... it's my fren who fill mi in bout the results. i m veri dishearted as i dint get into main comm... haix.. luckily i dint knew it b4 gg 2 giv tuition or i wun b able 2 focus.. haa.. i dint know tt i will hav lik tt so little votes(66 votes oli)...???? #$%^@$%&*$??? who can tell mi?? perhaps i m reali nt tt popular or insignificant..??? haix..perhaps its jux fate u know.. i was sad...
despite tt, i went for my fren bdae.. even though the sadness was within mi, i tried my bez nt 2 reveal out tt expression.. hmm... at there hav frenz n it did help mi not tink of it.. after leavin my fren house, some of us went ot play pool.. .after playin, i felt a lot better.. i oso thot it thro tt since this time i dint hav mani votes 2 entitle mi a place in main comm, its alrite.. mayb the time can be spent on other stuffs.. m i rite??? i dunno as i will still feel a little sad deep down... i oso felt better when my frenz call n msg mi, askin mi to cheer up n tt they still support mi.. upon hearin it, i was actuali touch by it.. thnx alot my frenz who hav all sent mi cheer up messages.. i reali appreciate it n felt hapi to still hav ur support..
my dear frenz n freshies, do not wori bout mi le kkies? i m okie le.. i have put this election thing behind mi le... its all over n history le..i m back to myself.. no longer sad le.. thnx alot for ur the care n concern... i luv u all too... !!
also, thnx for those who voted for mi.. but i m sori to disappoint u all... :(