its been a while since i last update my blog.. now, i m here to update myself. these past few wks in fact mearin a month, i hAve seen,face,realise n overcome numerous things.mostly is thro my work that all these took place.. one impt thing i realise is that when i m in a reali desperate nid for support and help,closest kin is not dere to help mi,but in fact,they condemn,look down n even pour mi wet water.. its my frenz that stand by me.. i dun say its all but at least i knOw i can rely on my friends when i m havin difficulty as well as when i needed a pillar to lean on.. this made me reali disappointed and think alot of things..why is it that closest kin cant support u,especiali ur guardian,who is suppose to be by ur side, ur aunties, relatives and all.y is it that they despise my job n even think tt i cant make it???? y??? y is it lik tt??or perhaps i shld say,y is my life so tough?mayb even, y do i have to suffer so much as well as overcome so much obstacles in this phrase of my life..i reali hated it. there are certain times that i wanted 2 give up on my life.but i cant do it cux dere r mani mani things i haven accomplised yet.i juz cant bear to leave jux yet and i haven prove all of them wrong.. no matter how much they despise,condemn,pour wet blanket,look down on this job of mine,nor mi, i will nt give up..i will definitely make it.even if i have regrets in the future, i will nt blame myself,nt even myself.. for i KnoW,this is the decision n path that i have chosen to take n m prepared for wateva mishap that will happen down the road.i mUZ mAke It.. jIAyou,myself.!!