Wednesday, November 29, 2006
its been some time since i last leave a entry here le.. realli busi the past weeks.. sch have started alrdy.. its a reali busi semester,... this semester, i oso have problems wakin up.. quite a number of times late 4 tutorials.. but nt always is overslpt.. overslpt oso dint reali late.. its actuali the bus that causes mi late.. haha.. ops!! i m so bad that i blamed the bus.. but its sumtimes due to the heavy flow of traffic that result in a jam.. haix.. okie dun say bout this le or it will nv end..
schoolwork is reali busi?? or perhaps it just lies within me.. have to juggle so muck work all at one shot.. just need a better time management i guez... hahha.. cant reali cope with certain modules espEcially MacroEcons... haix,.. reali dun know how.. but i know i will nt give up jux lik tt.. will tink of a way to overcome eveything.. i mux nt give up. hahhahhh.. .jia you to myself..
12:48:00 AM
Saturday, November 18, 2006
a busi day but a dinner with frenz kill all the tiredness that i have felt throughout the day.. hahah.. my frenz went to shop for things first while i mit them later bcux i end sch ltr and oso nid to go grandma house get some stuff.. hahah.. :) mit them and we walk from plaza singapura to taka.. at there jux walk for a short while b4 we head 4 seoul garden.. we discuss n compromise b4 we finali agree on seoul garden as there are few of us cravin for it.. we ate 4 lik nearly 2 hrs.. hahaha we might be gallions(nt sure spell correct a not),meanin we eat too much??or lik mayb hoe mani days nv eat??hahh.. bt its oso bcux we go oli once in a wile n is oso lik frenz gatherin even though dere r oli 4 of us.. we still had fun.. we ate, talk, laugh n joke.. so fillin, that we r all complaining full.. we took ... . quite a lot of food??? no no .. cant reali say bahx.. hahah.. we at dere till lik 10plus.. after left, we walk out, i m so lucky that i met my working colleagues.. furthermore,is they call mi..i dint notice..we den chat for a while n i left cux nt nice to let frenz wait so long.. hahah... we took bus home from orchard.. its lik my first time takin bus home from orchard.. hahahh.. .oki, shall end here.. update again.. miss my sec frenz... n oso my first 3 mths jc frenz... u guys simply rox ",)
2:33:00 AM
Thursday, November 02, 2006
why is it that i m so stupid,so slow in my thinking when my 6th sense already told mi this thing months ago?? i reali dun wan to believe it that i m being lied to(in a way or another)?? i even ask the person thro the letters which i wrote bout 3 pieces of paper.. after he read,msg mi and dint say much n ask if i wants to tink again,sort out my tinkin n all first b4 letting him KnoW a not.. its regardin he n another girl..he says that he treats the girl as a veri gd friend, but my 6th sense told mi that its more than frenz.. they r lik 2gether.. but the fren nv say anithin n say he oli treats the girl as a close frien.. i dun believe cux my 6th sense is veri accurate..2dae,i finali prove my 6th sense rite.. i found out by myself.. i hated the person.. i m lik n idiot lorx..why is it that i believe that close friend of mine€??
ignore the times he helped mi in the past.. i will oli rmb the times he helped mi n i oso dun wan contact that person le.. make mi felt stupid for believing.. why is it that its lik tt( my life, my hardship,my realtives,aunties n nw 1 of the mani close friends whom i trust as well as pour my hearts too?)
5:38:00 PM
its been a while since i last update my blog.. now, i m here to update myself. these past few wks in fact mearin a month, i hAve seen,face,realise n overcome numerous things.mostly is thro my work that all these took place.. one impt thing i realise is that when i m in a reali desperate nid for support and help,closest kin is not dere to help mi,but in fact,they condemn,look down n even pour mi wet water.. its my frenz that stand by me.. i dun say its all but at least i knOw i can rely on my friends when i m havin difficulty as well as when i needed a pillar to lean on.. this made me reali disappointed and think alot of things..why is it that closest kin cant support u,especiali ur guardian,who is suppose to be by ur side, ur aunties, relatives and all.y is it that they despise my job n even think tt i cant make it???? y??? y is it lik tt??or perhaps i shld say,y is my life so tough?mayb even, y do i have to suffer so much as well as overcome so much obstacles in this phrase of my life..i reali hated it. there are certain times that i wanted 2 give up on my life.but i cant do it cux dere r mani mani things i haven accomplised yet.i juz cant bear to leave jux yet and i haven prove all of them wrong.. no matter how much they despise,condemn,pour wet blanket,look down on this job of mine,nor mi, i will nt give up..i will definitely make it.even if i have regrets in the future, i will nt blame myself,nt even myself.. for i KnoW,this is the decision n path that i have chosen to take n m prepared for wateva mishap that will happen down the road.i mUZ mAke It.. jIAyou,myself.!!
5:25:00 PM